by BigBird74
38 & 39
38 & 39
The New York Katherine Webb grew up in was
a world offered up on a platter. Daddy’s princess was to receive whatever she
wanted: first toys, then clothes, cars, apartments and finally cushy jobs. The
New York that awaited Marta Fernandez, a recent and – most likely – illegal
immigrant, was not nearly so welcoming. Not that Marta complained as she
scrubbed clean the floor of the building underneath Katherine’s apartment. In
this day and age, it can be somewhat odd to see this kind of ‘old-fashioned’
manual labour out in the open, but Katherine’s assistant had said she wanted to
see the Latino girl’s level of commitment and had got her to work almost
immediately after hiring her.
Katherine’s assistant – formerly the
manageress, before her elevation up the ranks – had taken up residence a week
ago, having moved to New York after receiving the plum position from Katherine,
who was away in Latin America of all places. At least that was what everyone
thought, except for two persons: the assistant and Marta. Of course, they knew
better. For Katherine was not in Brasilia, she was in the lobby scrubbing the
floor clean, her mind totally fixated on the job. She did not want to think
much about the preceding week for events during it had complicated her chances
of restoring her life as Katherine, at least so it seemed to her. Whenever she
thought about it – how to get back – two things invariably happened: she felt
sick and dizzy at the enormity of her folly, and then a deep anxiety would
descend upon her.
After her arrest in Abbotsville, Marta had
disappeared. No-one at the hotel had seen her for days. The manageress duly
reported her as having absconded: vanished into the vast pool of undocumented
workers. The police were unsurprised and not terribly bothered. They had seen
it all before and just filed her ‘details’ with the immigration department.
Technically Marta was on the run, but no-one was looking hard. She would just
have to avoid being reported or caught up in a dragnet, a common worry for
undocumented workers everywhere. These persons formed an unfortunate
underclass, trapped, prey to the whims of those using (abusing?) them. So it
was for Marta too.
Marta was going to have to change. She had
been born of a feverish and erotic imagination. Katherine’s assistant wanted
someone who did not spend all day with their heads in the clouds. Marta was
going to have to pay more attention to her daily rituals if she was going to
avoid getting into more trouble. So, out of the window went Marta’s erotic
uniform. Instead she was dressed in a drab grey dress, a few sizes too big for
her, so it hung shapelessly about her. This served a dual purpose: to make the
wearer invisible and to allow for room for growth. This dress had no frills,
just a white trim across the hemline and cuffs, which sat midway down her arms.
The bottom of the dress sat just below the knee. This was not a dress for
someone courting attention. Coverage was good. Coverage was a layer of
disguise.
Whether she liked it or not and in spite
of her incessant moaning, Marta needed to be a big eater. Weight after all is a
good form of disguise, padding away the sharp edges of a person’s face that
form their identity. Marta needed to get lost in this disguise and the
appalling diet she was now restricted to readily obliged in this purpose.
Platefuls of fried food and sweets would happily ensure the former heiress’
graceful lines and poise would dissolve in a layer of fat.
So the baggy dress gave Marta a target of
sorts. Her purpose was to fill it, no matter how hard that seemed right now.
After the move to New York, her life was made simpler. She had shown herself
capable of all kinds of mischief in Abbotsville and Katherine’s assistant was
not going to take any more chances: Marta had to undergo a few cosmetic changes.
With no-one in New York aware of Marta’s appearance up to now, Katherine’s
assistant had carte blanche when it came to making alterations.
The assistant concluded that she could cut
off the thatch of ruined hair on top of Marta’s head. As it was now, her mop of
curled frizz induced slightly bemused glances from people passing
by. It had to go and Katherine’s assistant set about cropping it
off. The fact she did this while Marta was restrained with her hands behind her
back only added to the erotic stew that was now almost constantly boiling in
Marta’s loins. Up until now, Marta herself had driven the changes to her looks
and appearance. Now she could decide nothing. The assistant concluded that a
tidy boyish cut was sufficient and simple to keep coloured. Even if Marta’s
light roots did show for a day or two, it would now be very simple to keep her
disguise intact by wearing a cleaner’s cap.
Upping the dose of Melatonin was the next
step. Katherine’s features, padded out by her growing weight, would also be
softened and lost in a darker skin. It took about 3 days for Marta’s skin to
darken to a hue the assistant preferred. Again the whole process was
accompanied by a big dose of gameplay and fun. By the time the assistant was
finished, Marta looked like she was possible from the South of Mexico, most
probably a mixture of native Indian and European ancestry some generations ago.
One game the assistant seemed to enjoy
very much was Marta divulging the remainder of Katherine’s secrets. Bank
details, safe details, passwords and insurance records. The assistant needed
all of this, she reassured the Latino girl, to look after Katherine’s
interests. Not that Marta, gagged and bound up tightly again seemed to care
much. An outsider to their little games might have concluded that Marta’s
impulsiveness had gotten the better of her. But she loved and trusted
Katherine’s assistant too much to question this greatly.
Perhaps she had never really known love
and was confusing lust and need with that elusive emotion. It was this feeling
though that drove her to fill any spare moments with her growing need to dive
deeply into Marta’s world. How other girls that looked similar to her would
dress. Who they would interact with. The assistant would bring her
Spanish-language magazines aimed at girls like her and she devoured the
pictures, if not the text just yet. She could not read after all, though had
started a home course in Spanish. Building on what she already knew, she could
manage a few sentences in a heavily mangled tongue, much the same as the level
of English she was permitted to speak by the assistant. Marta would see how
happy it made the assistant for her to speak elementary English and this filled
her with more of that confused love, driving her on.
Marta’s life as Katherine had never seemed
so far away. With her skin darkening by the day, her new boyish haircut, short
and cropped, and constant reinforcement of poor grammar she had never felt so
alienated from her old life. Indeed, while she would often find herself
wondering if this whole adventure had not gone too far and fretting about what
was happening to Katherine, it only took a moment to consider just how hard and
long it would be to recapture her former looks and life, before she felt that
uneasy sickness in the pit of her stomach.
For, in truth, while Marta often dwelt on
how nice it might have been to be Katherine. The journey to reclaim her former
identity and fortune seemed too outlandish, almost unreal. So it was that
another opportunity to assert herself and reverse this journey passed by. In
the days before moving to New York, Katherine’s assistant took delivery of
Marta’s new uniform and shoes. As stated before, this time, the purpose of the
uniform was not to draw attention, as had been the choice of the slutty
Katherine. No Marta was to live in the shadows, be as invisible as possible.
In fact, over the next few days as she
grew used to scrubbing clean the entrance way to her former Pernthouse, Marta
would dwell on how well the uniform occluded her from view. She almost became a
part of the scenery. People saw nothing unusual in a young Latino cleaner
scrubbing the floors clean, polishing the fixtures, collecting her Mistress’
shopping. She needed to sink without a trace if that unfortunate incident in
Abbotsville was not come back and haunt her.
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Each time I heard footsteps on the floor,
I wanted to look up. I wanted to see who was coming into the apartments.
Perhaps it was someone I knew! But I knew I must resist. The manageress had
told me that my main job right now was to clean and to put on weight and I
wanted to very hard to please her. She had kept me safe all this time and I
trusted what she was telling me. That said, in the back of my mind, I could not
quite shake the feeling that weight gain was not the best solution. Would it
not have been easier to simple wear a bigger pair of glasses? But Katherine’s
assistant knew best of course. All these props would be useless if I was
caught. Weight gain was best form of disguise and would keep my secret safe.
For over a week now I had been eating
voraciously. A particularly high calorie diet had made me feel bloated and
constipated. My stomach was bulging ever so slightly after just a single week,
though I knew this reflected the stodge of the food in my stomach, rather than
weight gain per se. Still, I thought this would be a hard road to climb. For any
disguise to be convincing it must change the face, and that was always the last
place I put on weight: it was my hips and ass that any excess weight had clung
to in the past.
Melanin, not melatonin.
ReplyDeleteLovely progression again BB
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Jackie J
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I love reading about the physical changes
ReplyDeleteJust read all this again and like before leaves me wanting more the story contains everything and so much still hidden in the shadows.
ReplyDeleteI doubt you need any encouragement but if you do please continue
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Jackie J
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