by BigBird74
34.
I woke with a pleasant feeling in my
tummy. I’d been resting in that netherworld of sleep and partial awareness, my
mind recalling the previous evening’s events and how the whole affair had made
me feel. I was a sensitive person. Far too sensitive for the role life had
thrust upon me. The gentle slights and stares I had received yesterday were
nothing to what an immigrant maid must experience on a regular basis. What was
it that excited me so much? The gentle conditioning I had received from the
troves of pornography and erotica to be found online was one reason without
doubt. Another may have been a thick slice of guilt I felt at my good fortune
in life. To be born into such privilege was akin to rolling a double six when
needed in a game. Did I deserve it? My recent reactions and feelings indicated
that, deep down, I felt not. Unlike my sister or father, I did not feel
comfortable with my good fortune.
I opened my eyes and stared into the
darkness. I was not overly spiritual, but dwelling like this on whether or not
I deserved something was not right. It was almost time to get up and work
again. Soon I would be pulling my cheap, short and figure hugging cleaning
costume. I would be grovelling on all fours cleaning the public toilets, the
stairs and the lifts. All the jobs considered beneath the others, my feet
firmly on the lowest rung of the social ladder. I lay there silently, my
fingers sliding down my toned torso to my damp pussy, where again I found my
place in heaven. One last time I thought before I would talk to the Manageress
and see where all this was leading. The three days I had promised myself had
passed and I needed to see her again. Hopefully after such a gap, she would be
in a good mood. Maybe, she would even touch me again. I gasped outwardly,
suddenly clasping my hand to my face, hoping no-one had heard. To my relief,
everything remained silent.
From that point the day proceeded as
normal. I had not seen the Manageress again that morning and decided to walk
along her corridor, to see if she might be around, perhaps even to talk. To my
dismay the office was locked and no-one answered. I returned several times at
various points in the day, but it was always the same: no answer. This proved a
subtle shock to my system, feeding the low-level anxiety I had been struggling
with before. Each time I approached her door, I hoped she would be there,
building my hopes only to find that she was still gone.
As the day progressed I found various
reasons to lurk around her corridor, invariably being dragged away by Linda or
some other maid that wanted me for something. Each time, I scurried after them,
afraid to upset anyone or rock the boat. This was the pattern set for the day
and, by evening time, I felt my anxiety reach fever pitch. I hated not knowing
what was going on. Was she ill? Was she avoiding me? Had something awful
happened?
Whatever it was I needed to know. None of
the others maids had an inkling of where she might be. They wanted as little to
do with the Manageress as possible and warned me not to poke my nose into
trouble. Still, I had to know. They did not understand what was at stake for
me! However, I was helpless: who could I ask without arousing suspicion, anger
or derision? I had to act now! I had to see the Manageress. I resolved to go to
her home and see that everything was alright. Just one huge sticking point
remained. I had no idea where she lived and no way of accessing my files to
find out. But, perhaps someone else could? Desperate times called for desperate
measures and I sneaked outside to find a pay phone to recapture my identity as
Katherine, just for the briefest of moments, and call a friend of mine that
worked in personnel.
The hotel of course no longer had a pay
phone and I had to venture out once again into the world beyond the doors of
the hotel. Outside the town was doused in a weakening twilight and I staggered
down the road to the bus stop where I knew there would be an old-fashioned
phone box. I had gathered together my tips from past day and carried them to
the phone. I had just enough to call New York for a few minutes. Slamming the
door of the phone box behind me, I dialled in the number for the company
switchboard. Speaking once again in my ‘old’ voice made me feel so alien.
Though it had only been a little more than two weeks, my time at Marta had been
so intense, I really had started to pick up one or unusual ticks and errors in
my language. I found myself having to concentrate hard to speak as myself.
It made little difference. My call was
‘important to us and we will answer it shortly’. On hold and increasingly
desperate, I found myself shouting down the phone, the first explosion of
frustration I had had for some time. Shorn of my belongings and identity, I was
as helpless as any migrant maid would actually be. As my money ran out and the
phone cut out, I turned to leave the phone box, only to walk into the arms of a
waiting police officer. I looked up in horror, shocked into silence as my mind
tried to compute this awful moment.
35.
I sat uncomfortably in the police car, my
arms cuffed behind my back, forcing me sit unnaturally upright. I felt sick and
numb, barely able to understand what was going on. Was this my moment to be
unmasked? Would I be a figure of ridicule from now on? Oh god! How I now
regretted following up on this kinky adventure! Anyone with any sense would
have seen where this was going long ago. For my part, any slim chance I had to
extricate myself from this was ruined seconds after bumping into the police
officer.
Why did I persist with my charade? Why,
when he asked my name and address, had I not told him the truth, insisting
instead that I was Marta Fernandez and that I worked at “ze ‘otel.” Did he see
right through my accent? As soon as I had replied, he had cuffed me and stuffed
me into the back of the car. I was aghast and utterly helpless. The hotel now
felt like a refuge, even with its cruel sides so brutally exposed to me. Now I
was alone in the world outside of its relative safety. My choice a simple one:
convince them I was Marta or ruin Katherine in a humiliating and
life-destroying admittance of my fetish!
It seemed to take an age for us to get to
the station. The officer decided to stop off at a 7-Eleven on his way back,
leaving me restrained and perched on the back seat. People passed by, curious
to see who was in trouble. I saw that look again: suspicion towards an
outsider. That fuelled yet more panic as I realised how public this all risked
becoming. I was going to be ruined, unmasked as some sexual deviant or
candidate for lunacy! At least a dozen people stopped and stared, like I was an
exhibit in a zoo. They all saw me as a problem and little more.
It was little surprise that I felt such
extraordinary relief when the policeman came and took me away to the relative
obscurity of the station. Inside I was sat down on a long leather-clad bench,
wearing my maid’s uniform. Next to me was woman dressed so wantonly she could
only have been a hooker. On the bench opposite was what appeared to be a
down-and-out, dressed in tattered rags that used to be clothes. Every time
someone was unfortunate enough to venture close to him, he would spit
obscenities in their direction. It was only a matter of time before he laid
eyes on me and the tirade of racial slurs that came my way prompted me to cry.
I
felt afraid and alone. Seeing the fracas, one of the policemen took me down to
the cells and out of the way of trouble. My crying only seemed to worsen as
they sealed me inside a tiny holding cell, no more than a few square metres. On
one side was a long bed, covered in the cheap leather that seemed to coat
almost all furniture here. On the other was a metal toilet, absent its seat. I
sat meekly on the bed.
“We just need to check your status. You
work at the hotel yes?” I nodded silently, still unable to bring myself to the
truth. The broad-shouldered cop walked away, slamming the door behind him and
leaving me to stew in my own juices for what seemed forever, my hopes raised
only once when a guard came by to offer me some food and water. I had no window
or clock, so rapidly lost sense of what time it was, but it must be late.
I
prayed that the police would talk soon to the Manageress! But what if they
spoke to others there instead? What if they spoke to head office? It seemed my
whole life was dangling by an ever thinning thread that could break any second
and I felt sick and tired. After a few more hours, I succumbed to tiredness and
entered a fitful sleep, marked by dozens of disturbing dreams that continued to
haunt me when awake. I was now totally unaware of how long I had been the cell.
The blurring of time, sleep and my fevered
imagination was ended by a sudden rapping on the door. In walked the Manageress
and the policeman that had apprehended me. She glowered at me, while speaking
to the cop: “Yes. I can assure you she is here legally, though only
temporarily. She will be moving to another hotel soon.”
“Ok. Well… I am sorry. We do not see her
kind around here often and I wanted to check.”
“Where was it you found her?”
“At a telephone booth. She looked agitated
and I wanted to see what was happening”.
I was led into the main body of the
station and had to wait in line with the hooker to have my finger prints taken.
My god! I was now registered as Marta Fernandez in the legal system! The
manageress caught my eye as I gave my hand to the policeman. He then took my
picture and other biometric details. Of course, Katherine had never had this
done to her, so….. my body data was now inextricably linked to Marta! This was
becoming too much and I felt my knees almost give out.
“We will expect her to report here again
next week.”
“I will make sure she does,” the
Manageress replied. “But I think she will be here just one more week”.
The cop nodded. “You are free to go”.
We left, silently, but with so much
already said between us.
Big Bird you do it absolutely right. Like you I try to build the plot as realistically as possible but I fear I am nowhere near your level of competence. Excellent story, great plot and as ever you leave me wanting more.
ReplyDeleteYes, BigBird's a master of cliff hangers! I also like the realism in this one (once we switch on our lady-to-maid suspension of disbelief that is!).
DeleteThank you for the kind comments :) BigBird
DeleteBigBird, I was just wondering, are you planing to finish "Anabelle"´s story on thechangingmirror forum?
ReplyDeleteIt is something I would like to do. Just I kind of got lost in my own head on that one. There is a natural path to be followed there though :)
DeleteThere is not long left on this story and I have a big plan for another project. Perhaps Anabelle can be a happy voyage in between - BigBird
Thanks BigBird, I really love your writing - ToxicMask
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