By Jackie J
Debbie said good
night to Mrs. Brown and smiled after removing her overall and putting it in her
locker before pulling on her puffer jacket and heading out of the office block.
Her cramped room was only a ten-minute walk but she headed for the metro like she
did many evenings after her shift. Miss Jackson had never used public
transport, why would she, Miss Jackson having an expensive company car to
drive?
Debbie dabbed her
saver card at the entrance along with the milling crowd and stood on the
platform looking up the line. Propped on her heels she clutched her furry purse
and waited.
Managing to find
her seat she looked across at her fellow commuters, was he here again? Debbie
had no real reason to be sharing the carriage but her reasons were no less important
to her than those eager to make their homeward journey. Debbie looked at the
mix of travelers, old, young, some smart, some like herself and she was aware
of others looking at her who looked away when she caught their eye. In her
persona she was anonymous just like she had imagined before Mrs. Ross helped
her, one in a crowd, nothing special just a worker on her commute. At the
central station more joined the carriage than left it and Debbie was becoming
aroused and stood to let an elderly lady take her seat and joined the standing
crush swaying with the movement of the carriage. Debbie did nothing when the
first stray hand touched her bottom, an elbow brushed against her breasts then
she felt an erect penis confined within its trousers press against her thigh.
Packed tight in the carriage she had nowhere to go and just stood. A tall guy
pushing past to leave at the next stop smiled at her and unknowingly pressed
the chap with the excited tool firmly against her. She didn’t look, she didn’t
care this is why she was on the metro, she felt cheap, sullied, used, but above
all ignored, she was nothing, of no value, excepting for a gratuitous
grope.
Debbie left the
metro at Dalton Street and stood in the station entrance panting softly, was it
wrong what she was doing what she had done? The cold air chilled her moistness
and tugging her arms around her, with a grin on her face, she paraded herself
down the street looking at the shop displays. This was a smart part of town and
Miss Jackson would frequent the expensive wine bars and restaurants in this
exclusive enclave but Debbie? Debbie was a voyeur of a life past and chuckled
at the looks she got. She wasn’t a hooker but her look, her cheap skimpy
clothes she was obviously low end so why else would she be in this part of
town? No fancy restaurant for Debbie and she queued with others at a burger van
parked off the main avenue. A hot dog in hand she strolled past high end shops
not to consider the displays but to admire her reflection.
Was Debbie
distressed, fearful or regretful with all the humiliation and degradation she
had willingly heaped upon herself? The loss of status, the company car and
apartment, her possessions and some would say her dignity and from her often
nightly displays perhaps that was true, no, far from it she still craved for
more. She lived in a cramped bed sit, now worked as a cleaner in the offices where
she held rank and privilege being a senior executive, her salary had been
slashed to low wages but she still she craved more to slake her thirst, her
lust for continued debasement to be truly worthlessness in the eyes of others
for all freewill to be stripped from her.
The following day,
much the same as the last, Debbie clocked on and slipped off her shabby puffer
jacket before removing her nylon overall from her locker, her name posted on
the locker scribbled on a piece of card that was roughly taped to it. Debbie
was still waiting for her own overall and the one she had been given probably
two sizes too large, the rubber clogs fitted well much like the cap.
Mrs. Brown
appeared in the locker room whilst Debbie was turning back the long sleeves to
free her hands.
“O’ Debbie you are
still wearing one of those short skirts like the secretary’s are made to wear,
Mrs. Ross’s dress code is so demeaning for those girls and you don’t need to
wear one you are just a cleaner.”
Debbie giggled and
twisted the hem of her tiny skirt and lisped her reply whilst buttoning up her
overall.
“I like wearing
these skirts Mrs. Brown.”
Mrs. Brown sighed.
“And those things
in your face you can’t even speak properly with those stud things in, why you
will be wearing a collar next like someone’s pet.”
Debbie giggled and made her way to her
trolley. Debbie held many skills that now lay buried along with her past life
and the only skills she would be utalising for her first tasks of the morning
would be to clean the six executive wash rooms, then the four staff toilets and
the public area of the reception.
Having loaded her
trolley Debbie shuffled to the elevator and set off for the top floor. Debbie
didn’t mind if the car stooped on its way for someone to enter, which it often
did, and at the third floor it came to a halt and a smirking Jill Sandiford
stepped inside.
Debbie didn’t mind
the superior condescending look she was given in fact it would get her day off
to a good start. Jill had joined Sapphire and Ross when Miss Jackson did and
like Miss Jackson had applied for many promotions unfortunately not with the
same success. Whilst Miss Jackson was elevated to an executive role Jill
remained at a managerial level. Jill now had the opportunity to look down on
what remained of Miss Jackson, Debbie, Debbie the cleaner.
Jill left the
elevator on the fifth floor and Debbie was soon pushing her loaded trolley
along the seventh corridor the first of her executive washrooms.
Other cleaners
used a mop and bucket but stretching on her rubber gloves Debbie was down on
her hands and knees. Mrs. Brown had given up trying to dissuade Debbie from
doing this but had given up trying. The toilets, hand basins and floor tiles
were always gleaming so what did she care.
Debbie truly had
pride in her work leaving each toilet roll with a neat fold never a smear left
on any bowl or trough. Nothing would raise the feelings she so deeply desired
than staff or hopefully one of the executives coming in to use the facilities
and seeing her at a dirty bowl or trough or scrubbing the tiles on her hands
and reddened knees. Debbie was not disappointed on the third floor. Miss
Sinclair’s new secretary entered and sneered at Miss Mop hard at work.
“Good morning
DEBBIE, I hope you have made my toilet nice and fresh for me to pee in.”
Debbie looked up
and spoke in her lispy voice.
“Yes, Miss I have
just finished cubicle two I will clean it again when you have finished.”
Miss Jackson had
refused Joanne a job when she and Jane Simpson applied to be Miss Jackson’s
secretary. Miss Jackson choosing Jane so she was going relish this, little
knowing that Debbie could want for nothing more.
Stepping out of cubicle
two having spat in the bowl and tossed in a dirty tissue Joanne looked down on
the pathetic kneeling Debbie the same woman how had, in her refined accent,
told her in no uncertain terms she was unsuitable for the position that she had
applied for.
“Clean? You call
that clean, you stupid cow? It’s filthy! Get in here and clean it properly.”
Debbie never
raised herself from her hands and knees and crawled into the cubicle picked out
the tissue and wiped the bowl before crawling back out.
“Sorry Miss, it is
clean for you now.”
Joanne, smirking,
returned to the cubicle and shut the door. Finished she dropped a tissue on the
floor when leaving.
“Pick that up
girl, this place is a fucking mess I have a good mind to report you.”
Debbie sighed in
perverse pleasure having been admonished by a mere secretary of the company.
The very secretary she had wanted to be, the secretary to Miss Simpson.
The catalyst for
Debbie’s current existence those months ago had been fleeting at best having
been transferred to the cleaning staff by Mrs. Ross whilst Miss Simpson was
away on a course and, with the cleaning staff Debbie had remained. Mrs. Ross
had not returned or been seen at the company since the day of Debbie’s agreed
transfer and Miss Phillips, who now seemed to be running things, believed
cleaning duties would suit Debbie Langtry perfectly. Jenny Phillips having no
different thoughts on Debbie Langtry’s eventual fate than the currently
otherwise engaged Mrs. Ross.
Miss Phillips of course was right she knew her
stuff being quite the expert regarding the subjugation and control of
submissive personalities once they were out of their box and having exposed
their vulnerability. Jenny Phillips and Jane Simpson, who were now as thick as
thieves, which is probably a very apt description of the duplicitous pair, had
monitored Miss Jackson’s self-inflicted demise and decent into the menial
grubby life of Debbie. Time was approaching when their humbled and humiliated
executive would be ready to take up her new position and a surprise was waiting
there for her.
Debbie having
finished cleaning all the toilets pushed her trolley into the main reception
and started her first task of emptying the bins. Polly behind reception smirked
remembering the surly Miss Jackson, head held high, diamond studs gleaming,
long auburn hair flowing behind her sashaying through reception flaunting her
designer clothes now swathed in a oversize cheap grubby pink nylon overall,
rubber clogs, piercings to her face, stupid dangling earrings with furry balls
on the end and spikes of bleached blonde hair sticking randomly from beneath
her baseball cap. Polly shook her head picking up an incoming call, could that
really be the same woman, what a fucking mess.
Debbie was
sweeping and mopping by the revolving main door entrance when a group of well-dressed
visitors arrived two handsome young men and three elegant ladies all ignoring
the cleaner and making their way to the reception desk.
“Good morning, or
is it afternoon?”
It was twelve
fifteen and the collected group and Polly laughed politely.
Polly put on her
smiling face and stood straight to speak in her affected voice.
“Good afternoon
Madame how may I help you.”
“Janet Laidlaw and
my team from Ellison and Simpkins, we are here to meet with Miss Simpson, Miss
Jane Simpson, she is expecting us we have an appointment.”
Polly rang up to
Miss Simpsons’ offices and announced the arrival of her visitors.
“Take seat with
your team Miss Laidlaw Miss Simpson’s secretary will be down directly to take
you up to the offices.”
Debbie looked up
briefly hearing the name and Janet Laidlaw looked at the cleaner staring across
towards her and politely smiled before joining the others taking seats in the
waiting area.
Having swept and
mopped Debbie had only one job remaining to clean around the vending machines
by the waiting area were Janet Laidlaw and her team were sitting. The same
Janet Laidlaw that Miss Jackson had met twice, once at these offices some six
months ago and the Christmas before at a cocktail party to celebrate a record
year for the company. Parking her trolley Debbie approached the machines to
wipe them down and tidy around.
Debbie again
accidently caught Janet Laidlaw’s eye when she turned from the machines and a
questioning look fleetingly crossed Janet Laidlaw’s face before joining back in
the conversation of the group.
Having finished
her cleaning Debbie shuffled across reception pushing her trolley hardly able
to contain herself Janet Laidlaw from Ellison and Simpkins a major account of
Sapphire and Ross an account managed by Miss Jackson, Janet Laidlaw who begged
Miss Jackson to help the company resolve their tax issues. Janet Laidlaw who
had heaped praise on Deborah Jackson had practically blanked her.
A clear educated
voice rang out across reception to Debbie like a screaming siren.
“You there with
the trolley, wait.”
Debbie turned.
Janet Laidlaw was less than three feet away and both starred at each other and
Debbie spoke in her lispy voice.
“Yes Miss.”
Debbie was weak
and moist with emotion willing this elegant ex associate to recognise her,
shame her, ridicule her, scoff and mock.
“Here girl a
wrapper put it in your trolley save me leaving it in the bin you have just
emptied.”
Debbie’s was
breathing heavier and just stared.
“Yes, Miss thank
you Miss.”
Debbie took the
chocolate wrapper and turned pushing her trolley perhaps a little quicker
toward the janitor’s doorway and was gone leaving Janet Laidlaw staring after
her before returning to her seat.
After her meeting
with Miss Simpson, with her team packing things away in the meeting room and
sat drinking coffee together she could not help but ask. The startled team
heard a yelp of laughter from their boss then her astonished high-pitched
proclamation of disbelief.
“My goodness, Jane
so it was her I thought, but then I heard the girl speak and the way she
looked, how she was dressed, excuse my language but fuck me, Deborah Jackson
who would have thought it?”
“When I received
her letter, I thought it was odd but this, well I can’t believe it Miss Deborah
Jackson head of compliance now a fucking cleaner, shit. Like you say Jane I
suppose just a simple act of delegation.”
Both girls laughed
out loud.
Debbie never knew
or got to know of Jane’s revelations to Janet Laidlaw and on subsequent visits
of Janet Laidlaw the cleaner Debbie Langtry was no longer in service at
Sapphire and Ross she had moved on in the next chapter of her willing
subjugation.
Nice nice nice.
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Debbie sure has a deep longing to be and feel subjugated, craving it, seeking it and the nature of her present cleaning job offers opportunities to obtain it regularly.
ReplyDeleteReading these chapters does create emotion for the reader, to read of Debbie having her deep needs met is sweet but powerfully dark too.
This chapter deliciously showcased the verbal and non verbal interactions between Debbie and her 'betters'
Thank you Jackie for this chapter, which made my day that little bit better for having read it.
Simply great...please keep it up....
ReplyDeleteDan
I'm delighted there was no further mention of Debbie's baggy knickers as I feel a thong would be more appropriate for her new punky image. I think a couple of cheap tattoos and a septum piercing would assist further.
ReplyDeleteWhy is she still lisping if she got pierced months ago?
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