by Jackie J
Mrs. Ross was in
no hurry now that Deborah Jackson had enthusiastically entrapped herself into
the persona of Debbie, Debbie Langtry a young woman having newly arrived to
take up a secretarial role at Sapphire and Ross with no history and an empty
file. Deborah Jackson had willingly squirmed herself into a sticky web of self
indulgence from which there would be no escape. Miss Deborah Jackson’s service
record at Sapphire and Ross already air brushed from existence within the
company files with the collusion of Jenny Phillips. It was now up to Miss
Simpson, with the incentive of having it all, Miss Jackson’s position, salary,
company apartment and car, on a permanent basis, to bring Mrs. Ross’s seedling
submissive to full bloom.
Jane, Miss
Simpson, had continued her readings on submissive behavior concentrating on
professional and medical case studies rather than the more and many salacious
offerings, entertaining as they were, this was not for entertainment this was
about benchmarking Debbie’s trigger and moving her forward with her submissive
desires.
A particular
opening paragraph by a doctor Kapliski caught Jane’s eye.
The self imposed, which is most effective, or
inflicted suppression and denigration of ego, self, the “I” of the original
persona allows the new submissive persona to flourish unshackled by previously
held thought. Unchecked by the individual or forced a continuation and
strengthening of this insidious denial of past and the embracement of the present
leading to the catastrophic consequences of the condition known as “third
person syndrome”. Only extensive therapy, which is rarely successful, can break
the spell they or others have cast over them and the ego, self, the “I” of the
original persona is often lost forever.
Jane chuckled at
the warning or in Jane’s case guidance!
During the first
week of Debbie’s secretarial duties she effectively and willingly isolated
herself professionally by typing and signing Miss Simpson’s dictated letters to
all of Miss Jackson’s clients, many up to the previous weeks having been close
associates of what was Deborah Jackson.
Debbie squirmed filled with new found all consuming submissive feelings
finding some perverse pleasure in the self deprecation and character
assassination of Miss Deborah Jackson. The repeating voice of Miss Simpson, on
the Dictaphone tapes, over and over self denigrating the previous head of
compliance subliminally having its desired effect. By the end of two days
typing, being subjected to Miss Simpsons eloquently delivered cleverly constructed
prose’ Debbie was already forming a negative opinion of this Miss Jackson
woman. She was weak, frivolous, conceited, vain, and greedy.
Sat at her desk in her skimpy outfit, the
constant soft rub of her loose-fitting ruffled knickers provided by her boss
and the odour not scent of her cheap perfume, another gift from Miss Simpson,
constantly reinforcing her lowly status, Debbie meekly and willing typed Miss
Jackson into professional oblivion for her boss, Miss Simpson.
Perhaps if any of
the recipients of those letters had know that, under the increasing control of
her manipulative secretary, she now sat at a secretary’s desk, her previous
secretary’s desk, in a skimpy outfit squirming in the frilly panties that her
boss insisted she wore, being constantly humiliated and harangued being driven
deeper into a submissive persona they may have tried to help her. The tone and
content of those carefully crafted letters however ensured there would be no
white Knight coming to the aid of Miss Jackson.
Debbie sat outside
the office entrance in Miss Jackson’s car waiting for her boss. Debbie had been
sat for over an hour, no different to the previous evening, before Miss Simpson
strutted down the steps to the car and slid onto the back seat.
“Right Debbie, off
we go Debbie knows where we are going.”
It was Friday,
Debbie’s first week completed. Each morning and evening through heavy traffic
Debbie had in the morning collected Miss Simpson and driven her to the offices
and in the evening taken to her back to her home then fought her way back to
her own abode. With the heavy traffic it was a round trip of between two and
two and half hours. During each Journey Miss Simpson complained about the
traffic and the time, constantly criticising Debbie’s driving. Miss Simpson
however had a solution in mind to solve all these problems.
Debbie’s weekend
would not be free, Miss Simpson had some physical adjustments for her secretary
planned and there would be no horse riding in the park either this weekend or
ever again in fact, all facilities at the country club offered to the
executives by Sapphire and Ross had been rescinded for Miss Jackson and Debbie
would certainly not be welcome there.
It became obvious
during the first week that Debbie’s distinctive and what could only be
described “posh” accent would be instantly recognisable to callers seeking the
compliance manger from the switchboard. This would never do and between Mrs.
Ross and Miss Simpson, Miss Simpson’s solution was laughingly agreed.
Debbie’s lovely over
the shoulder length auburn hair was also an issue giving her an undesired look
of understated sophistication, perfect for a senior executive but at odds with
the persona being created. Debbie, increasingly being mentally consumed within
her subordinate world, fueled by the wearing of her skimpy outfits and the
ceaseless criticism and chastisement from her boss, she craved more. Debbie
needed more and took little convincing that a change of hairstyle would enhance
those feelings of the reckless abandonment of all control that she so
desperately desired, feelings that were driving her deeper into the black hole
of her self imposed submissive, subordinate existence.
From first mention
of the visit to a salon and looking through the magazine her boss had given her,
to choose a style, Debbie’s emotions surged to a level of obsession from her
imaginings. Being forced into a tatty
chair, of some down town cheap salon, a gum chewing apprentice hacking away at
her lovely long locks, shearing away her femininity at the laughing instruction
of Miss Simpson. Of course, Debbie would not be choosing the salon or her style
Jane had already made that decision. Although in truth a decision not far from
Debbie’s fevered imagination?
Leaving the dowdy
salon looking back at the dilapidated frontage Debbie looked at her reflection
in the dusty window of Tina’s. Short bleached blonde and spiky with two crimson
streaks. Had Miss Jackson submitted herself to such a slaughter of her
appearance it would be construed to be self harming, self abuse. Debbie however
giggled and shook her head feeling the cold air on the nape of her neck her
droopy earrings with the little panda’s on tinkling.
“It feels funny
Miss Simpson but Debbie likes it. What is the other place you want Debbie to go?”
The experience at
Bull Rogers tattoo parlor held no pleasantries for poor Debbie two painful and
conspicuous locked ball stud piercings, one though her bottom lip and one
through her tongue. Even the hard-hearted Jane felt a degree of sympathy for
the tearful Debbie.
If Deborah Jackson
was being mentally marginalised by the wonderment of her submissive suffocation,
her physical appearance had been ravaged beyond recognition.
The smart
sophisticated young lady dressed in designer wear with flowing long auburn hair
delicately applied subtle make up and adorned with expensive jewellery was gone
replaced by Debbie. Jazz leggings, fur trimmed boots, a long bulky jumper her
attire. Short spiky bleached blonde hair with crimson streaks, purple lipstick,
dark eye shadow and the piercing through her bottom lip and tongue a
comparative mess one would say.
Jane sarcastically
complimented her look and reminded Debbie that the piercings would not be
removed.
“Debbie looks
wonderful doesn’t she like a proper little office girl just like Debbie wanted
all along and the soreness of the piercing Debbie wears for me will soon wear
off. Those piercings are a gift and are to constantly remind Debbie of what
Debbie is, Miss Simpson’s girly girl Friday, that’s what Debbie wants isn’t
it?”
Debbie had said
little since the point of her piercings but Jane was anxious to know they had
the desired effect; she wasn’t to be disappointed with Debbie’s lisped words.
“Well Debbie tell
Miss Simpson, this is what you want isn’t it?”
Debbie looked
gratefully at her boss seeing her own reflection in the shop window behind Miss
Simpson. She did look like any other young struggling low-grade office worker
and weakly smiled, it was what she wanted wasn’t it, there was no pretence now.
“Lith mlith Slimslon,
thlank loo”
Jane chuckled, who
would recognise that voice?
Jane put her arm
around Debbie and giggled making light of her imposed vocal disability.
“Debbie sounds so
cute I am sure it won’t last”
Jane knowing of
course it would, not so pronounced perhaps, when the swelling goes down, but
with those piercings locked in place Debbie’s voice will sound quite different
to the posh superior accent of Debbie’s former self. Miss Jackson would be
making no more eloquent presentations not that presentations would play any
part of Debbie’s future?
The following week
Mrs. Ross accelerated Miss Jackson’s demise into servitude.
Debbie was told
her apartment was being refurbished, actually being prepared for the new
tenant, and she would have to move out and her things put into storage until
the work was completed, not that Debbie would ever be returning to the luxury
of her previous life in that spacious apartment. The dingy cramped digs arranged for Debbie,
only on a temporary basis of course, were only a short walk from the offices.
With the restricted space, all of Debbie’s belongings along with her expensive
clothing were put into storage leaving her with only the clothes she wore to
work, makeup and a few trinkets. Debbie would not see any of those things put
into storage again all swallowed up in the local landfill site.
Also, within the
second week it was Miss Simpson who was driving the car and dropping her
secretary Debbie a few streets from the offices at her new flat. Debbie was
happy with the time saved fighting through the traffic for two hours at a time
and it made sense. Debbie of course had set hours at the office were as Miss
Simpson did not, often leaving the offices late. On increasing occasions Debbie
chose to make her own way home, then to the offices in the morning by the end
of the second week it became a permanent situation. Why would a manager drive
her secretary to and from work? The company car was now in the hands of the
Compliance manager.
Three weeks now
and in the office, Miss Simpson moved to a strict disciplinarian regime for
Debbie who was becoming nervous and unsure with even the basic of tasks
fumbling, all fingers and thumbs, bursting into tears only to be mocked by a
gloating Miss Simpson. Anyone of sound mind would have been running from the
building screaming for sanctuary but Debbie was not of sound mind and her
cravings for her own degradation, at the hands of Miss Simpson, only grew
stronger. Punishments introduced for Miss Simpson’s secretary, welcomed to be
deserved by an increasingly timid Debbie, taking many forms.
Mrs. Ross
sniggered seeing Debbie stood in the corner of Miss Simpson’s office facing the
wall with her frilly panties around her ankles.
“I see your girl
has been naughty again Miss Simpson”
Mrs. Ross strolled
across the office and stood behind Debbie lifting her short skit to view the
fresh cane marks on her ass.
“O dear we have
been a naughty girl haven’t we, tell Mrs. Ross what you have done.”
A sniffling Debbie
in her lisped trembling voice whimpered her response.
“D,D, D Debbie
took to, too long for a pee pee it was right for Miss Simpson to punish Debbie,
and it was Debbie’s fault Debbie deserves to be punished.”
Mrs. Ross smiled
and leaving Debbie in the corner and stood by Miss Simpson’s desk.
“When you are
ready send your girl down to Miss Phillips office I have decided to give it a
break from secretarial duties, I have something else in mind for it.”
Stood outside Miss
Philips office Debbie was eventually called through and went to take a seat in
front of Miss Phillips desk.
Miss Phillips
barked at her making Debbie stand back.
“How dare you sit
down like you own the place stand there girl?”
Debbie meekly
cowered away looking to the floor.
“Look at me girl”
The bright flash
from the camera surprised Debbie and so the new photograph for Debbie Langtry’s
file would not be the best.
“You have changed
your appearance quite a lot since you joined the company Debbie so I need this
for the file.”
Miss Phillips chuckled
looking at the two images she brought up on the screen of her PC, Miss Deborah
Jackson and Debbie. Maybe the eyes but that’s the only resemblance, perfect.
“Is Miss Simpson
looking after you, keeping you busy? Speak girl, tell me is Miss Simpson a good
boss?”
Jenny hid her
amusement listening to Debbie, gone any trace of that clear enunciation,
diction and authoritative confident tone. The lisp, the meekness, uncertainty
and frugal use of her words, the transformation of one so poised, confident and
articulate was amazing.
“Well glad to hear
that Debbie and your new flat, settled in are we?”
Debbie toyed
nervously with the hem of her skirt.
“Yes Miss
Phillips, thank you Miss Phillips.”
“Good well it
seems Miss Simpson is going on a development course for a few days and the team
leader from the compliance section will be handling things up there so Mrs.
Ross thought you deserved a break, something different, would you like that
Debbie?”
“Yes Miss Phillips
thank you Miss Philips.”
“It’s settled then
report to Mrs. Brown in the janitors department in the morning, off you go girl
back to Miss Simpson.”
“Yes Miss Phillips,
thank you Miss Phillips.”
Mrs. Ross stepped
through from the adjoining office.
“Well Jenny what
do you think?”
Jenny sat back in
her chair and smiled.
“O Winnie, she is
going to be just perfect. Did you hear her Yes Miss Phillips; thank you Miss
Philips three bags full Miss Phillips. Yes she is going to be perfect and that
stud in her tongue Mmmm.”
Mrs. Ross chuckled.
Yes Miss Simpson
is doing a fine job, you know she reads up on all this submissive stuff I will
have to watch her.”
Miss Phillips
looked at Mrs. Ross with a slight giggle.
“ Yes you will, It’s
exciting you all this isn’t it Winnie, shall I call on you this evening?”
Mrs. Ross’s pupils
swelled and spoke anxiously.
“What time”
Miss Phillips
removed her glasses and sat forward staring up at Mrs. Ross.
“Around eight Just
get yourself ready for when I arrive, leave the door as usual.
Mrs. Ross spoke
from a drying mouth.
“Yes of course
eight I will be ready.”
Each chapter more and more intriguing.
ReplyDeleteThanks
Ml
Loving the makeover :)
ReplyDeleteThank you Jackie!
Debbie being taken down step by step, physically, emotionally, psychologically, yet each step is a stage she wishes to be at, which adds to the exciting nature of the interactions.
ReplyDeleteThe powerfully 'dark' psychology of it all is very addictive to read about.
The end of this chapter suggests some new power exchange interactions are in the offing......or are they?
Thank you Jackie for another truly amazing chapter.
Awesome chapter, thanks for your ongoing effort!
ReplyDeleteI wonder what's in for her next. Will she be able to be keep the position of a secretary or is she going to fall further down?
Also, I can't wait for her to put the new piercing to 'real' use.