by Jackie J
Stepping out of
her apartment block in her long sweeping Cashmere coat Jane smiled and chuckled
at Debbie sat at the wheel of Miss Jacksons car in the short fake fur jacket
she insisted Debbie buy during their visit to Pollock’s. Perhaps Debbie assumed
that Miss Simpson would jump in the front beside her but opening the rear door
she slid into the back seats and opened her lap top without a word.
Whilst Debbie had
been squirming and wallowing in her new wardrobe during what remained of the
weekend Jane had been scanning the internet. Not for anything work related
although in truth perhaps it was? Jane had been reading up on submissive
behavior from the mild to the extreme learning how many a closet submissive
languish within their own imaginations never to fulfill their true purpose in
life to be willingly subjugated. How triggers, be they verbal, physical or
situational can invoke such powerful emotions within them that they gradually
surrender unknowingly to their inevitable and irrational demise.
Jane had laughed
out loud reading of grown men and women, chief executives, successful
professionals visiting dominatrix to satisfy their cravings to be abused. Often
sacrificing family, career and wealth to become subservient to Mistresses and Masters
some of the pictures of mature men and women diapered sucking dummies in frills
or bound and caned made Jane doubt their authenticity believing them salacious,
but there were so many examples? Her
more serious reading involved professional psychotherapist studies detailing
the path of a submissive to their eventual willing surrender to their deep-seated
desires. How like a drug their cravings for more loss of control eventually
reaches a tipping point from which there is no return. A situation from which the greater their
degradation and humiliation the more perverse pleasure they obtain until they
become nothing more than slaves worshipping those who abuse them. In extreme
cases constantly restrained often suited, masked and sexless.
Jane chuckled and
giggled scanning her screen all the way to the offices until they pulled into
the parking lot and she closed her laptop.
“Debbie when you
bring me to the offices in future Debbie will park up at the main entrance for
me to enter then Debbie can come down here to park. The same in the evenings
when Debbie is taking me back to my apartment, bring Miss Jacksons car to the
front of the building and wait for me, is that understood?”
Debbie was
changing from her flats into heels and hesitated in her reply.
Jane raised her
voice.
“Did you not hear
me girl I said is that understood.”
The raising of her
boss’s voice, calling her girl all had the desired effect on Debbie and she was
quickly apologising for basically nothing but Miss Simpson had cleverly removed
any discussion on how Miss Jackson’s car would be utilized for Miss Simpsons
benefit.
“Sorry Miss
Simpson yes I understand Sorry I was jus…”
Miss Simpson cut
her progressing submissive short, a technique advised from her readings. Not
allowing a submissive to apologise for misdemeanors, either contrived or actual
will ensure the submissive retain the weakening guilt they feel. Also, nothing
in its self but over time, with constant refusal to acknowledge the word “I”,
inferring a state of self worth developed through life history and experience
and having independent thought and value, will be eradicated from their
vocabulary. The submissive morphing into their submissive persona will place
all the guilt into their submissive persona not “I” which holds idea’s opinions
and options in behavior enjoyed by their previous self “I” being replaced by
their given title in this case Debbie. This flagged in the text, reviewed by
Jane, to be a tipping point.
The submissive
will subconsciously begin to refer to themselves by their title distancing
themselves from “I” until the “I” they were splits irrevocably from their
adopted submissive personality. That small precursor “I” to speech will become
revered by the submissive to one holding authority and power, authority power
and control over them. To reinforce and encourage their path to their willing
subjugation a transitioning submissive should never to be referred to as “You”,
this word having the same connotation and potential connections to who they were
like “I”, a submissive always addressed by their title.
“Shut up Debbie I
don’t want to hear your excuse’s when I speak Debbie listens and responds
without hesitation does Debbie understand?”
Debbie shuffled
from the car and stood contritely in front of Miss Simpson, this is what she
wanted wasn’t it, Miss Simpson being dominant herself a mere girly secretary. Of
course, it was and those weakening feelings so long repressed, those feelings
generated not by imaginings but now by reality softened her voice when she
spoke.
“Yes, Miss Simpson
Debbie understands.”
Jane’s lip curled
in satisfaction.
“Good then Debbie
will follow me to my offices, we will wait there until the Company briefing.”
Following a
strutting Miss Simpson into the office’s reception area Debbie wobbled behind
trying to keep up in her still unfamiliar heels gathering a few strange looks
from entering employees. At the elevator both entered and Debbie was pleased no
one was sharing the car with them. That was until a manicured hand held the
closing door and in stepped Miss Ferguson the manager of accounts on the top
floor.
Miss Ferguson
smiled hiding her amusement. It was true what Mrs. Ross had told her over the
weekend.
Mrs. Ross had
contacted all her senior managers with a concocted tale to inform them that
Miss Jackson, head of compliance was being replaced by Miss Simpson. That Miss
Jackson had been suffering for some time with the pressure of her position at
Sapphire and Ross delegating most of her work and the last project had taken
its toll. Miss Jackson had been an exemplary employee and after a series of
meetings it was agreed that she could stay on at the company in a lesser role
to regain her confidence, exactly the opposite of what Mrs. Ross had planned
for poor Debbie, that Miss Jackson wished to fill a secretarial roll and had
even written a letter to her secretary pleading the same. She told them that
all would be announced at the company briefing but thought it best to let
senior managers know before the announcement. Mrs. Ross adding the caveat that
they should accept Miss Jackson’s decision and help her “settle in” like any
new employee, helping her to build in her new subordinate role under the name
of Debbie and treat her like any other of the staff from the secretarial pool.
“Miss Simpson and
this must be Debbie our new secretary, how pretty you look dear, and you Miss
Simpson I love that coat, Jaggers and Brown I presume?”
Miss Simpson
smiled.
“Yes, that’s
correct Miss Ferguson, Jaggers and Brown.”
Debbie just stood
speechless and awkward looking down at the floor of the elevator nervously
clutching her pink furry purse purchased to match the jacket she was wearing
whilst Miss Simpson and Miss Ferguson exchanged pleasantries. Miss Ferguson,
Sheila, last week Debbie was her equal now?
Debbie took her seat in the outer office and
Miss Simpson walked through to her own office. Debbie was full of nerves the
role reversal was real thanks to the perceived kindness of Miss Ross. She was
dressed not in borrowed clothing these were her own clothes to meet company
dress code policy attire for subordinates, secretaries, pinching the hem of her
skirt she squirmed in her chair.
Nerves were
getting the better of Debbie and she needed to pee. Without thought she took
her swipe card from her purse and stepping into the corridor Walked the short
distance to her washroom. The card inserted the light remained red, again and
again still no access. The denial of entry to the familiar facilities did
nothing to relive her need and stooping made her way back into the outer
office.
Stood stone faced
to greet her Miss Simpson.
“So where did
Debbie trot off too without asking her bosses permission and stand up straight
girl what is wrong with you.”
Miss Simpson
raised her voice making Debbie stand up straight.
“STAND UP STRAIGHT
GIRL”
This having the
obvious consequences.
Jane sniggered
watching beads of pee rolling down Debbie’s inner thigh Debbie blushing bright
red.
“O dear that’s why
Debbie was crouching Debbie needs a pee wee, what would Miss Jackson think of
that, her secretary wetting herself and those cute new panties too!”
Jane’s words not
chosen without care, the mention of Miss Jackson in the third person allowing
Debbie to accept her humiliation. Miss Jackson would never wet her panties,
would she? But Debbie, well Debbie is just a secretary not a senior manager.
Jane spotted the
card to the executive washroom in Debbie’s hand.
“What is Debbie
doing with that, Debbie doesn’t have access to MY facilities give that to me
and go to the staff toilets on the third floor and be quick I have some spare
panties for Debbie when Debbie gets back.”
Debbie turned on
her heels and scuttled out of the office down the stairwell to the third floor
and burst into the toilets squatted and sighed in relief.
Jane had a pair of
spare panties that she did not think she would have Debbie wearing so soon but
this opportunity could not be missed. The cheap looking frill trimmed ruffled
knickers would be on full view under her mini skirt when Debbie stood on the
raised platform at the company briefing.
A sheepish Debbie
returned and Miss Simpson was waiting the Knickers dangling in her fingers and
smiled.
“Clean knickers
for dirty Debbie, take those wet ones off and put these on.”
Debbie’s blush
still fresh on her face meekly took the panties from her boss reminiscent of a
child from her nanny.
“Well Debbie, what
is Debbie waiting for take those wet panties off and put those on.”
Miss Jackson would
never shame herself like this, changing wet panties in front of a colleague but
Debbie she was just a secretary and a good secretary does like she is told.
The knickers were an intentional loose fit and
the frilly panties showed under her tiny skirt with the merest of movement
Debbie tugging at the hem of her pleated mini skirt for modesty.
Jane chuckled.
“Better than no
Panties Debbie now follow me it is time for the company briefing.”
The presentation
hall was full when Miss Simpson and her secretary arrived. Miss Simpson of
course made her way through the parting throng to stand with the other senior
managers gathered at the front of the large room by the raised platform on
which Mrs. Ross stood preparing her notes. Debbie was left among the other
staff that looked at her quizzically a chattering wave rippling across the
room. Miss Jackson would be standing at the front of the room in her smart suit
full of confidence ready to speak if called upon. Debbie however shrank away
seeking anonymity within the gathered group alone, timid even shy with thoughts
of her earlier embarrassing indiscretion in front of Miss Simpson fresh in her
mind. If that situation was embarrassing and demeaning there was more to come
much more for the new secretary at Sapphire and Ross. Mrs. Ross was going to
make sure of that.
Mrs. Ross tapped
the gathering to order on her plinth and began her presentation.
CiniCo on nicely c
ReplyDeleteComing on nicely c
ReplyDelete"...women diapared.." ?
ReplyDeleteBecome curious!
Thanks Jackie
ML
Wonderful story!
ReplyDeleteThank you so much,Jackie.
Curtsey.
Can't wait until Debbie gets so used to wearing mini skirts and high heels that it becomes second nature to her. That she starts to enjoy wearing them, even when she's not working.
ReplyDeleteI will second that. I want it so that she wears g-strings with the mini shirts and she feels like it is normal
DeleteThis is so excited looking forward to the next chapter can't wait to see Debbie fall deeper into her own trap
ReplyDeleteThe psychology of submissiveness and subservience were nicely incorporated within the chapter, allied with the wonderful word pictures you create, with regard to the power exchanged interactions between Miss Simpson and Debbie, make this a excellent read and causes the reader to feel the emotion of the scene.
ReplyDeleteMany thanks for this well researched chapter.