by Melissa
Part 23. Leaving the Police Station.
The next night gave rise to a new type of torment. My mind, exhausted from the stress of my ordeal, betrayed me and plunged me into a bizarre, vivid nightmare where I was still trapped, but not by a jail cell, but by my own submission.
The dream began where my waking ordeal had left off, on my knees before Miss Delgado, my lawyer. But it quickly twisted into a horrifying perversion of that moment. The simple act of massaging her feet morphed into something deeper, more submissive, and profoundly shameful. I wasn't just performing a task, I was a devotee at a perverse altar. My head was bowed, my face close to her feet. The scent of her expensive perfume was faint, but the more primal, human scent of her skin was overpowering.
I was no longer in control. My tongue, a traitor, began to trace the delicate arch of Miss Delgado's foot, the smooth skin of her heel, the space between her toes. Each lick was a confirmation of my degradation, a step deeper into the pit of my own shame. And yet, with each motion, a strange heat bloomed within me. It was a sensation of deep, illicit arousal, an animalistic thrill at the thought of being so completely dominated. My mind, a separate, terrified entity, screamed in protest, but my body responded with a will of its own.
A voice, not my own, echoed in the hollow space of my mind: "This is who you are. This is your place." The dream insisted that I was born for this, that the life of a maid, a servant, was my destiny. The thought was both repulsive and arousing. I wanted nothing more than to be a servant, to be used, to be owned. To have no choices, no power, and no responsibility felt like a form of freedom, a terrifying release.
The dream shifted again, the scene changing to Mrs. Henderson standing over me, her leather belt in hand. She wasn't punishing me for what I was doing, but for the pleasure I was feeling. For the thoughts I was having. I felt the sting of the belt, the hot tears on my cheeks, but I also felt a thrill, a forbidden pleasure in my own degradation. The punishment was harsh, but the mix of pain and arousal was a terrible, confusing feedback loop.
The harsh clang of the cell door suddenly ripped me from my troubled sleep. My body screamed in protest, a testament to the narrow, unforgiving mattress that had offered little more than a semblance of rest. As I pried my eyes open, the shorter policewoman filled the doorway, her expression as unyielding as ever. "Get up, maid Jones," she ordered, her voice cutting through the stale air. I scrambled to my bare feet, my maid's uniform still clinging to me, a constant reminder of my current, debased reality. Without another word, I was led through the sterile corridors, each step echoing the despair in my heart, towards an unknown fate.
The policewoman led me not to another grimy cell to clean, but to a small, brightly lit interrogation room, more spartan than any I had imagined. A single metal table dominated the center, flanked by two hard-backed chairs. The air was stale, tinged with the scent of disinfectant and the lingering ghost of stale coffee. My heart hammered, bracing for the inevitable questions, the accusations. Instead, the policewoman, for the first time, almost smiled. It was a fleeting, thin line, but it was there.
"You're in luck, maid Jones," the policewoman said, her voice surprisingly devoid of its usual sharpness. "Elmwood has withdrawn their criminal complaint. Looks like someone pulled some strings for you." She didn't elaborate, and I didn't dare ask, but my heart leaped. Withdrawn? It was a miracle. A wave of disbelief, followed by an exhilarating rush of relief, washed over me. It felt like a heavy weight had been lifted from my chest, leaving me breathless.
"So... I can go?" I stammered, my voice a reedy whisper.
The policewoman chuckled, a dry, humourless sound. "Not quite yet, maid Jones. Someone from the school will be here to fetch you later today," she continued, pushing off the doorframe and walking around the table, stopping directly in front of me. She looked me up and down, a glint in her eye. "But before that, I just wanted to say... you did a pretty good job filling in for our cleaner these past couple of days. Real diligent, you are."
I simply stared, unsure how to respond to this unexpected praise.
"Honestly," the policewoman went on, a genuine chuckle rumbling in her chest, "that drunk from the other night made a mess our usual cleaner would've balked at. You really got in there. No complaints. And you really made the cell spotless. Haven't seen it that clean in years." A flicker of something akin to genuine appreciation touched her eyes.
My cheeks flushed, a mix of humiliation and a strange, perverse pride. The memory of scrubbing vomit with a flimsy mop, of the raw pain in my hands, flashed through my mind.
The policewoman leaned closer, her voice dropping slightly, almost conspiratorially. "Look, maid Jones, after you're done with whatever community service they cook up for you at that fancy school, you know, for all the other trouble you're in... you should come back here."
My brow furrowed in confusion. "Come back?"
"Yeah," she nodded, straightening up. "There's always work for an additional, hardworking cleaner here at the police department."
I stared, my mind struggling to process the offer. Me? A cleaner? At the police station?
"Minimum wage, of course," the policewoman added, "but it's a good, honest job. Steady work. And," she leaned in slightly, her voice dropping to a low, almost conspiratorial whisper, "you wouldn't have to worry about... well, about stealing again. Or... about selling your body to survive. We don't tolerate that kind of behaviour here, but we do respect a good day's work."
The policewoman's words, intended as an offer, landed like a fresh accusation. Selling my body to survive? The casual cruelty of the assumption shattered my composure. A sob caught in my throat, quickly followed by another, hot tears streaming down my face. "I'm not that kind of girl, Officer!" I choked out, my voice raw with indignation and pain. "I would never... never sell my... my... assets to get by!" The word 'assets' came out as a desperate, childish plea, a distinction I felt was monumental but sounded utterly ridiculous even to my own ears.
The policewoman shifted awkwardly, her face softening imperceptibly. "Hey, hey, maid Jones, it's okay," she said, her voice surprisingly gentle as she laid a tentative hand on my shoulder. "I've met a lot of girls, good girls, who ended up in situations they never wanted. Life throws punches, and sometimes people get desperate. It doesn't mean you're really 'that kind of girl' deep down." She paused, letting Melissa's sobs subside slightly. "And it doesn't have to happen to you again in the future."
I looked up, a glimmer of confusion through my tears.
"The school withdrawing their complaint," the policewoman continued, her tone more businesslike now, but still compassionate, "that means the initial judicial arrangement holds. The one where you were sentenced to community service at Elmwood Academy instead of jail time. See, all your... your previous crimes, they were committed when you were still a minor. So, the deal was, if you complied with the maid program, you'd avoid a permanent, fully documented criminal record." She emphasized the last words, understanding their weight.
"Moreover, you've shown you're a skilled cleaner, maid Jones," the policewoman added, a hint of something genuine in her voice. "You could really make a living in that sector. An honest living. You don't need to stay a delinquent. And if you struggle to find a good job after your community service, well," she gestured vaguely around the sterile room, "as I said, the police department would be happy to employ you as a cleaner. So when you are ready, come back here and ask for Officer Baxter. I'll put in a good word for you."
The policewoman's offer was humiliating and a brutal reminder of how low I'd sunk in her eyes. Minimum wage. Honest work. And those demeaning conditions she felt obliged to place on me: no stealing, no... selling of my... 'assets'. My shame, raw and stark, echoed in the silence. Yet, it was also the first time since my arrival at the police station that I had been addressed not only as a criminal, but also as a person with potential, a human being. I looked down at my raw, chapped hands, then up at the grimy, yet now slightly less intimidating, interrogation room. The idea of leaving my stiffling cell at the police station and escaping the years of imprisonment to which I had seemed destined was surprisingly sweet, even if it meant going back to being a mere servant at Elmwood Academy.
"Thank you, officer," I finally managed, my voice a little shaky. I didn't intend to become a cleaner for the police department, no. My ambition, though battered and bruised, still flickered, but the backhanded offer was, in its own way, a recognition – a stark testament to the hard, gruelling work I'd been forced to endure.
"Think about it, maid Jones. It's a steady paycheck, and you clearly have a knack for cleaning," officer Baxter added. "You could make an honest living, without having to steal or sell yourself on the streets." She turned and left, leaving me alone with the weight of her words.
The waiting began. Every creak of the door, every distant voice, made my heart pound. Who would come for me from Elmwood? Would it be Mrs. Henderson, my stern taskmaster? Agnès, the receptionist and my only friend at Elmwood? Or perhaps the cold, unyielding Dean, Mrs. Cavendish, who had been so quick to judge me? I closed my eyes, trying to envision my next steps. I was no longer just a privileged girl lost in a nightmare, I was a girl who had faced humiliation, battled false accusations, and survived. I was still "maid Jones" for now, but the knowledge that I could eventually shed that identity, that my future wasn't entirely predetermined by this dark chapter, gave me a newfound, albeit fragile, sense of determination.
Half an hour later, officer Baxter reappeared at the door. "Maid Jones," she said, her voice still holding a hint of the earlier, unexpected kindness. "Your lawyer is on the line. I'll give you a minute."
My heart leapt. Miss Delgado. A lifeline. I took the phone with a trembling hand, my ear pressed to the receiver.
"Miss Delgado? It's me, Melissa."
The lawyer's voice, though sharp and quick, was a welcome sound. "Melissa, listen closely. I don't have much time. I spoke with the Dean. I told her you didn't steal the money. I said that the money was payment for... foot massages you gave to students. The Dean was outraged, of course, but she dropped the theft charges to avoid any further scandal."
My cheeks burned with fresh shame. So that was how it happened. A new lie, a new humiliation. But beneath the burning shame, I felt a familiar, unsettling flicker. The memory of the perverse dream in my jail cell, of the forbidden pleasure I had felt, resurfaced, adding a layer of confusing arousal to the mix. It was a sensation I didn't want to acknowledge, a betrayal from my own body that made my shame a physical, gut-wrenching weight. The thought of being seen as "that kind of girl," of a reputation so far removed from my privileged upbringing, was mortifying. Yet, a part of me - the part that had been so profoundly affected by the power dynamics with Sabrina and Mrs. Henderson - stirred. My mind, aghast at the lie, was in a brutal conflict with my body, which felt a strange, illicit heat at the idea of being so exposed, so objectified, so thoroughly used. The thought of it, of the whispers and the knowing looks, was a deep humiliation, but also a terrifyingly arousing prospect. In this moment, I finally understood Officer Baxter's earlier, backhanded offer and her casual assumption that I would sell my body to survive. The lie Miss Delgado had crafted to save me, a lie that was now my new reality, had twisted my identity into something so unrecognizable that even my own body was reacting in a way I couldn't comprehend. I had been brought so low that this demeaning, debased label felt, in some strange, horrifying way, like a truth.
"I'm sorry, Melissa," Miss Delgado continued, her voice softening slightly. "It was the only way to get them to drop the charges. The school wants to keep this quiet. It's a huge scandal for them."
"So... I'm going back to Elmwood?" I asked, my voice a reedy whisper.
"Yes. You'll be back as a maid. The community service arrangement holds," Miss Delgado confirmed. "You keep your head down," she instructed, her voice dropping to a near-whisper. "You do what you're told. You become the perfect maid, the one they think you are. You don't cause any trouble, you don't fight back, and you don't draw any attention to yourself. Let me handle the rest. I'll be in touch."
With that, the line went dead. I handed the phone back to officer Baxter, my mind racing.
The policewoman left me alone again, but Miss Delgado's cold, calculated lie still echoed in my ears, a new, suffocating form of humiliation. The shame was a physical weight, pressing down on me. I was no longer a victim of a simple misunderstanding or a false accusation of theft. Instead, I would be seen as a girl who had resorted to giving "foot massages" for money. The thought of it - of Mrs. Henderson, Dean Cavendish, and even the other maids whispering about the "foot massages" - made my cheeks burn, a heat that was fueled not only by public embarrassment but also by the terrible, secret knowledge that my own body had found a perverse pleasure in the idea of submission. My dignity, already tattered, was at risk of being completely annihilated by a lie meant to save me. In my eyes, this new label, "the girl who sold foot massages," felt far more damning than being a simple thief.
My body, however, was on a different, more primal wavelength. The shame and fear were there, but so was a physical reaction I couldn't control. My muscles, despite the days of gruelling work and the pain of my punishment, felt a surprising tension, a coiled anticipation that had nothing to do with fear. A deep, unsettling heat bloomed low in my stomach, a physical manifestation of the forbidden arousal I felt. The heat spread through my veins, a stark contrast to the cold, sterile air of the interrogation room. My core tightened, a confusing and intense clenching that was part fear, part desire. My nipples hardened beneath the coarse fabric of the maid's uniform, and a dampness formed between my legs. Each of these involuntary reactions was a raw, undeniable confirmation that a part of me was drawn to this new, debased reality. It was a terrifying, confusing sensation - the undeniable physical evidence that my mind's deep-seated humiliation was now inextricably linked with my body's instinctive, animalistic arousal. This new reality, where my degradation was a source of perverse pleasure, terrified me more than any jail cell ever could.
***
A couple of hours later, the door finally creaked open again, and the policewoman, officer Baxter, was back. "Maid Jones," she said. "Someone from Elmwood is here to get you." My heart hammered against my ribs. I was finally leaving. I was finally going back. But to what? To whom? I felt a sense of dread as I was led down the hall, the sound of my footsteps echoing in the sterile silence. I was about to find out.
The policewoman led me into the reception area of the police station, where a woman was standing, her back to me. She looked pristine and unapproachable, her tailored suit and perfectly coiffed hair a stark contrast to my disheveled state and the grimy surroundings. My breath caught in my throat. I knew that back, that posture, that rigid air of authority. It was the Dean, Mrs. Cavendish.
My heart sank. Of all the people who could have come to get me, it had to be the Dean. The woman who had been so quick to judge me, so unwilling to believe me, so ready to see me as a criminal.
Mrs. Cavendish turned around, her face as cold and unyielding as ever. Her eyes, sharp and piercing, swept over me, taking in my disheveled state, my maid's uniform, my tear-stained face. She showed no emotion, no hint of pity or compassion. I approached, my steps tentative, and immediately dropped into a low, formal curtsy, my eyes on the ground. It was an automatic response, ingrained from weeks of servitude. "Thank you for coming, Ma'am," I whispered, my voice hoarse.
The Dean remained silent for a moment, her gaze piercing. Finally, she spoke, her voice as crisp as ever. "The school's complaint has been withdrawn, girl, but your community service continues. You have duties to perform. You will return to Elmwood and serve your time with discipline and diligence. There will be no special treatment. Is that understood?"
"Yes, Ma'am," I respond, curtsying again. "I understand completely."
Mrs. Cavendish looked me up and down, a mix of disgust and something else — pity, perhaps? — flitting across her features. She said nothing as she signed the release papers and handed them to the sergeant.
The policewoman barely glanced at us before nodding and giving me back my shoes. "You can go, maid Jones."
Once outside, the cool night air slapped me in the face, jolting me back to reality. The silence was deafening as I followed Mrs. Cavendish to her car. She didn't speak until we were both inside, the engine purring to life as she turned to face me.
"Girl," she began, her voice as sharp as a knife, "you have brought a tremendous amount of embarrassment and distress to this academy." Her eyes bore into me, filled with a fury that seemed to have been festering since she first set foot in the police station. "Do you understand the gravity of your situation?"
I nodded, my voice barely a whisper. "Yes, Ma'am. I'm sorry, Ma'am."
Her lecture was a blur of words that stung like a whip. She spoke of the school's reputation, the trust that had been broken, and the potential scandal that could unfold if word of my arrest got out. It was a tapestry of accusations and disappointments, each thread tighter than the last. I sat in the plush leather seat, feeling the weight of each syllable pressing down on me.
"Do you understand what you've done?" she asked, her voice cutting through the tension like a scalpel. "Do you know what you've risked?"
I nodded again, feeling the tears threaten to spill over. "Yes, I do, Ma'am."
Mrs. Cavendish's expression softened slightly, but the anger remained in her eyes. "Good," she said, shifting the car into gear. "Because it's time you learned the consequences of your actions."
My heart sank as I realized the ordeal wasn't over. "But Ma'am, I didn't steal that money," I protested feebly.
"You're damn lucky to have so many people willing to intercede on your behalf, especially after this disgraceful and frankly embarrassing display," Mrs. Cavendish said, her voice dripping with cold fury. "The theft charges have been dropped, but you should have told us sooner that you earned that money giving foot massages. This kind of behavior brings shame upon the academy and its students. Don't think for a second that you're off the hook."
As we drove back
to the academy, I couldn't help but wonder who had come to my rescue, apart
from Miss Delgado. Was it Mrs. Henderson, the head maid who had treated me with
a firm yet fair hand? Or perhaps Agnès, the receptionist who had shown me
kindness amidst the cruelty? And what about Maria, the former maid who'd
suffered because of my carelessness? The thought of them — Mrs. Henderson and
Agnès probably, Maria possibly and maybe even others — fighting for me filled
me with a surge of gratitude and hope.

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your humble maid Melissa
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