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Inanimate77
Despite being a bit out of sorts as Amy
headed out of the house, she thankfully remembered to bring a small wheeled
cart with her. Her first stop on the list was going to Whole Foods and without
the cart, it would be nearly impossible to walk back with all of the groceries.
The residential streets were still quiet
as she made her way down them. Amy was grateful that so few people were out and
about. She felt very self conscious in her uniform. Although she had managed to
convince her employer to leave the apron at home, Amy still wore the headpiece.
The young maid had considered removing it, but had decided against it. A part
of her was worried that Susan may check up on her in some way and find out. The
risk of being discovered was not worth the reduced embarrassment from wearing
it.
Despite the circumstances Amy found some
pleasure from her morning walk. The
Summer sun began to peek through the trees lining the sidewalk, casting dappled
patterns of light and shadow on the pavement.
Hints of scented flowers blooming throughout the neighborhoods mingled
with the familiar aroma of freshly cut grass.
The more Amy immersed herself in the beauty of the day the less she
seemed to think abou the discomfort of her uniform.
Still she was well aware of her surroundings. The young maid deftly maneuvered her wheeled cart around a corner, avoiding a group of chattering neighbors who were out for their morning stroll. Amy felt a pang of embarrassment as she realized that they were eyeing her uniform curiously. She quickened her pace, hoping to put some distance between herself and their prying eyes.
As Amy approached Whole Foods, the
bustling energy of the market greeted her, pulling her out of her
self-conscious thoughts. The vibrant
colors of fresh produce spilled out onto the sidewalk, tempting passersby with
their bounty. Amy's steps quickened with
anticipation of the air conditioned store, grateful for the reprieve from the
increasing warmth outside.
Before beginning her shopping, Amy
carefully adjusted her dress and pantyhose. The warming air outside had caused
things to stick a bit. Amy tried her
best to fix things while avoiding the unwanted attention of other shoppers in
the market. Thankfully at this time of
morning there were not a lot of other shoppers.
Amy grabbed a basket and quickly started
looking for things on the list. The produce section was fairly
straightforward. It was easy enough for
Amy to plan things out and avoid other customers, patiently waiting until they
moved on before approaching to get the items on her list. Her confidence began to grow as she checked
off one thing after another.
However, things suddenly became much more
challenging. Susan wanted a specific
brand of organic, gluten-free bread that was located in the bakery aisle toward
the back of the store. As Amy headed in
that direction, she couldn't help but notice the increasing number of customers
milling about. Her heart rate quickened
as she felt their curious glances at her maid uniform. This scrutiny further increased her
nervousness leading Amy to tug at the uncomfortable headpiece, hoping to make
it less noticeable.
Amy scanned the shelves, searching for the
elusive bread that Susan had requested. Unfamiliar with the item, Amy was
forced to meticulously examine each label to see if it matched the item on her
list. In her heightened state of
arousal, Amy began noticing the soft murmur of hushed conversations happening
around her. It felt as though all eyes
were watching the maid as she searched for the bread. This was made worse when she heard a couple
whispering behind her back. When she
turned to look in their direction, Amy saw their gaze lingering on her uniform.
The minute or so that it took to find the
bread felt like an eternity. When she
finally placed it in her basket it was all Amy could do to find an aisle with
no other customers so that she could catch her breath. She tried convincing herself that all of this
was in her head, but this did not do anything to calm her racing heart
rate. After a few minutes of steady
breathing the maid realized that she just had to find the things on the list
and get the heck out of the store.
Once she did have everything the checkout
process actually ended up being a non issue. The woman who rang up her order
appeared to be completely checked out by the monotony of her work. Amy realized
that on most occasions she rarely noticed the cashier, but due to her
heightened arousal, Amy took in everything.
The woman appeared to be in her 30s. A few early signs of wrinkles were visible on
her face that she had made no effort to cover with makeup. Her eyes were glazed over in an almost trance
like state as her arms robotically scanned each item from the maid’s basket.
For a moment, Amy forgot about her own circumstances. She actually felt bad for
the cashier. This probably wasn’t how she imagined her life ending up.
It wasn’t until she was back outside that
reality set in. While she managed to
avoid any people while filling her cart, Amy came to an unsettling
conclusion. She was going to have to
walk back to Susan’s house before she finished her full list of tasks. Otherwise the groceries would be damaged by
the rapidly warming summer day. Cursing
under her breath, she began walking back toward the house.
The sun was much more noticeable at this
point in the morning. Amy could feel
sweat beginning to form on her forehead and trickling down her back. Thankfully she reached Susan’s home before
the heat became completely unbearable.
After putting everything away, Amy stood
in the kitchen, feeling exhausted and overwhelmed by all the tasks still left
on her list. She just couldn’t bring
herself to immediately head back outside needing a moment to collect her
thoughts.
Feeling a bit shaky Amy went into the
bathroom to splash a little water on her face. The sensation of the cool liquid
helped calm her down. In between splashes, she took a few measured
breaths. The focused breathing had
helped earlier in the day. Hopefully it
would continue to work now.
This morning had been one hurdle after
another, leaving Amy unsure of how she would make it through the rest of her
duties without breaking down. As she
looked at her reflection in the mirror, Amy hardly recognized the young woman
staring back at her. Her usually composed demeanor was replaced with one of
exhaustion and frustration and no matter how hard she tried to rationalize her
current situation, Amy could not accept the fact that everything she had worked
for had led her to this moment - she was that young woman in the mirror. Amy was a maid.
After a few more minutes of breathing, Amy
finally pulled herself away from the mirror.
She shook her head one last time trying to dispel the negative thoughts
swirling through her mind. Now was not
the time to focus on self-pity. Amy
still had work to do. Determined to get through it, the maid straightened her
uniform, smoothed down her hair, and headed back out into the hot summer day.
Once outside, Amy paused to look at her
list. Next was a trip to the dry
cleaners. On the surface that didn’t
sound too bad. Sure there may be other
customers waiting in line, but compared to a grocery store, it was a walk in
the park. Despite the discomfort of her
uniform, Amy found a bit of pep in her step as she pulled the cart behind her
along the mostly empty sidewalk. Perhaps
the worst was behind her.
For a while Amy felt relaxed once again
taking in the beautiful summer day.
However, her path eventually led her back toward more crowded
streets. There simply was no way to fully
escape notice from the public.
Thankfully the dry cleaner shop was near the edge of the business
district allowing Amy an opening to simply slip in.
Inside she found two people ahead of her
in line which still felt a bit cramped. Virtually all the space in the shop had
been set aside for the actual cleaning and storage of the garments. The counter facing customers was cluttered
with papers barely leaving enough room to properly checkout. The whole shop was a hoarder’s paradise
scented with a mix of various cleaning products.
The two customers in front of Amy were
both in a bit of a hurry and paid no attention to her as they got their items
and quickly walked out of the store.
Indeed things appeared to be looking up.
Feeling a bit more confident, Amy handed her receipts to the older Asian
woman working the register and waited for her to find the clothing. It was only
after she returned with the items that things got weird.
“That will be $35.42.”
There was a pause as Amy reached into her
pockets and found two twenty dollar bills. She could feel the woman staring at
her. This continued even after Amy
handed her the money, finally prompting Amy to ask, “Is everything alright?”
Taken aback, the dry cleaning assistant
hesitated before asking, “You go to costume party?”
“No.” Amy attempted to keep the
conversation brief and professional.
“Oh,” she paused, unsure what to say. “You
work as housemaid?”
“Yes, I do. I’m picking up my employer’s
dry cleaning."
The dry cleaning assistant's eyes widened
slightly, surprise flashing across her face. Amy felt her cheeks blush with
embarrassment. Struggling to maintain
her composure, Amy simply nodded, silently urging the assistant to hurry up and
complete the transaction. But instead of
letting it go, the assistant continued to stare at her with a mix of curiosity
and disbelief.
Finally, after what seemed like an
eternity, the assistant cleared her throat and spoke softly, "I'm sorry if
I made you feel uncomfortable. It's
just... I've never seen someone like you doing this kind of work before."
Amy felt like she was going to be
sick. The woman in front of her stared
at her with a look of pity. It left her
feeling disgusted with herself. Amy may
have hated this role but the last thing she wanted was for someone to look at
her with pity. She chose to be a
maid. It had not been forced upon her.
As the Asian woman handed her the change,
it took all of Amy’s resolve to turn around and walk, not run outside. Although once the door closed behind her, she
nearly fell over from the intense feelings that bubbled up inside of her.
After battling the stares at the grocery
story, Amy was certain that the dry cleaners would go smoothly. Instead she had been forced to face
reality. Amy had chosen this path. Sure her options were limited, but that did
not change the fact that the Ivy League student was working as a housemaid.
This entire day had been a nightmare. Between the heat and the humiliation, Amy
felt exhausted. Unfortunately she still
had one more stop to make. Susan needed
her to pick up an order from a local boutique.
Once again, this seemed rather innocuous, but at this point Amy was
bracing herself for the worst. Pulling
the cart along, she walked quickly to the shop eager to be done with her day
and back in the relative sanctuary of Susan’s home.
The walk to the boutique took about ten
minutes. Despite what had been a trying
day, Amy felt relatively calm during her journey. She hardly noticed other bystanders along the
way. The young maid was simply
determined to get through her list so that she could end her humiliation.
La Rose du Printemps sat at the end of the
block. It was a cute boutique with
flower boxes sitting along its windows.
Amy realized that she had probably passed it dozens of times without
notice. A bell chimed as she
entered. There was soft music playing in
the store and a hint of lavender in the air.
Inside the store Amy could see that single items were placed
thoughtfully throughout the shop to mimic the appearance of high end luxury.
“Can I help you?”
Amy followed the sound of the voice until
she was staring at a woman dressed in a flowing Summer dress. Everything about her appearance suggested a
certain grace and elegance. Although she
probably spent considerable time getting ready each day the woman carried
herself in a way that made it come across as effortless.
“Ah yes. I’m picking up an order.”
With a slight tilt of her head, the
elegant woman observed Amy from head to toe, taking in every detail of her
appearance. The silence between them
lingered, heavy with unspoken judgment.
Amy shifted uncomfortably under the woman's scrutiny, feeling exposed
and out of place in the luxurious boutique.
Finally, the woman spoke in a voice as
smooth as silk, "Do you have a receipt?"
“Yes.” Amy reached into the pocket of her
uniform and handed it to her.
The boutique owner looked at it for a
moment before replying, “Oh, Susan’s order.” There was a moment of recognition
in her eyes. “My dear girl. I apologize if I came across a bit
standoffish. I didn’t realize that Susan
had hired help.”
For a moment, the silence in the shop
seemed to stretch on indefinitely, the soft hum of the music filling the space
between them. Amy wished fervently for
the ground to open up and swallow her whole, to escape this moment of
humiliation that seemed to define her very existence.
Attempting to mask her discomfort with a
forced smile, Amy replied, "It's quite alright. I'm just here to pick up
the order for Ms. Alton."
"Of course, dear. Let me retrieve the package for you."
However, right as the shopkeeper turned to
retrieve the package there was another chime from the bell. The woman immediately turned to warmly greet
the new customer. Amy watched as they
quickly struck up a conversation. From
what Amy could gather, the customer was looking for an outfit for an engagement
party.
“Meredith, I have the perfect items for
you. I think you are going to love some
of the new designs that just came in.
Please take a seat and I will bring a few things over.”
Amy continued to watch as the boutique
owner walked around the store fetching various items to show the seated
customer. It was a bit annoying to have
to wait, but at some level she understood.
There was only one person in the store. Once the things were brought
over, Amy assumed that her simple request would be completed.
However, that was not the case. As soon as
things were brought over the two women began looking at the items and
discussing them. Amy finally realized
that she had been forgotten.
Susan’s maid shifted uncomfortably,
feeling like an invisible presence in the elegant boutique. The shopkeeper and the customer were
engrossed in selecting outfits and discussing fashion, completely neglecting
Amy and her simple task of picking up her employer’s order. She cleared her throat softly, hoping to
catch their attention, but they remained absorbed in their conversation.
As minutes ticked by, Amy's patience wore
thin. She couldn't help feeling like she
was being dismissed, like her time was not as valuable as those around
her. The longer she stood there, the
more self-conscious she became of her appearance in her maid uniform amidst the
refined atmosphere of La Rose du Printemps.
Finally, unable to bear the awkwardness
any longer, Amy mustered up the courage to speak up. "Excuse me, ma'am. I
don't mean to interrupt, but I really need to get Ms. Alton’s order and head
back."
The saleswoman immediately responded with
an icy glare that caused Amy to immediately look down at her feet. She apologized to her customer and walked
over to the standing maid. In a low yet
venomous voice she addressed Amy, “You need to wait your turn. Meredith is one of my best customers.”
Amy attempted to hold her ground. She was not going to sit and wait when she
had gotten here first. “Well I assume Ms. Alton is also an important customer,
Ma’am.”
If looks could kill, Amy was certain at
that instance that she would be dead.
For a moment she felt relief sensing that she had won, but the boutique
owner had other thoughts in mind. “Susan is my customer, not you. I am certain she would have no issue with me
making her maid wait a few minutes while I helped out someone whose time
actually mattered. If you’re in such a
hurry, why not make yourself useful and help me with this customer. Those designed heels are not easy to try
on. You could help her to speed things
up.”
The shopkeeper’s condescending tone caused
a surge of anger to well up inside of Amy.
Throughout the day she had experienced one humiliation after another
until the weight of it left her crushed.
Amy felt exhausted. Despite all
this, she knew that her only option was to swallow her pride and accept further
indignity at the hand of the shopkeeper.
Finally she replied through gritted teeth,
"Of course, ma'am." Amy
stepped forward to assist the customer who seemed completely oblivious to the
tension between the maid and the saleswoman as she happily chatted away about
her upcoming event.
As Amy knelt down in front of her, she
noticed a floor mirror along the wall. The young maid hardly recognized herself
in the reflection. A few months ago she was finishing out her semester at one
of the best universities in the world, but now she found herself kneeling
before a rich socialite wearing a simple maid uniform. How could she have fallen so far so fast?
Amy hesitated for a moment, feeling
completely inadequate as she gazed at the woman's perfectly pedicured feet
adorned with a gold anklet that twinkled with real diamonds. She couldn't help but compare them to her own
calloused hands and worn-out shoes. The
stark contrast between their worlds was painfully evident in that moment.
As the rich woman extended her foot for
Amy to assist her, the maid tried her best to put on a professional facade,
masking the turmoil churning inside her.
She delicately slipped off the woman's designer shoe and gently slid on
a new one, careful not to brush against the soft skin that seemed like
porcelain compared to her own rough fingertips.
The customer smiled as she stopped
speaking for a moment to admire the heel. Amy noticed how gracefully it
accentuated her slender ankle. Like the
glass slipper from Cinderella it appeared to be tailor made for this modern day
princess.
“Meredith, those shoes look simply divine
on your feet.”
“I just knew you would have exactly what I
needed.” The two women continued to rave about the designer heels while Amy
remained on the floor tuning out most of their conversation. There was no need for her to say or do
anything. In that moment she was no
different than any other object in the store.
She existed simply to serve her betters.
The rest of her time in the shop was a bit
of a blur. Amy’s mind checked out even
as her body went through the motions of helping serve the woman until she found
the perfect outfit. It wasn’t until she
was almost back to Susan’s home that all of the feelings from the day once
again bubbled up. Summoning what little
will power remained, Amy staggered into the sanctuary of Susan’s house collapsing
in a wooden kitchen chair. Unable to
move, the young maid stared into space.
Susan's voice echoed through the kitchen,
"Girl, is that you? You're back early. Did you finish all the
errands?"
Amy felt oddly comforted by her employer’s
voice. Pushing herself up from the chair, she managed a smile as Susan entered
the room. “Yes, Ma’am.”
“Excellent. You’re proving to be a fast
learner. It's nice to know I can give
you a task and not need to check up on you.”
Susan’s compliment elicited a wince from
the maid. At least Amy was putting her education to good use.
Her employer continued. “So I have some good news to share with you
as well. I received a call today
inquiring about your services. It seems
you made quite an impression the other day.”
Amy’s mind began to race. What was Susan
talking about?
“The woman I spoke to wanted to hire you
for her daughter’s wedding. Normally I
would never permit this but seeing as you have gotten things in order around
here, I was happy to approve. I think I
can part with your services for one weekend.”
“Ma’am that really isn’t necessary. I don’t want to leave you without help.”
“Nonsense, Girl. You’ve earned it. It will be a great way for you to make a
little more money. You can just work
extra during the week to make sure everything gets done. Now since you did such
a great job today, why don’t you take the rest of the afternoon off. You’ve earned it.”
“Thank you Ma’am.” Amy managed a weak
smile as she trudged down to her basement apartment.
Susan watched her go savoring every
second.
It was a pleasure to read. It was also nice to revive the wedding story from previous parts
ReplyDeleteLoved the bit about Amy getting roped in to help with the ladies shoes, maybe the boutique owner will contact Amy's mistress with regards to Amy helping out with other ladies shoes, perhaps even a new shoe service putting Amy to work cleaning customers shoes, there was also a rumour that one of the ladies brought in a pair of her daughters discarded plimsolls for Amy to wear.
ReplyDeleteThank you for your wonderful update. Very much enjoyed Amy's public exposure dressed in her uniform, complete with cap and apron - yet another step in her self-acceptance to her new role in life as a lowly lady's maid.
ReplyDeleteA very nice chapter. Amy's handling of the footwear of her betters once again proves she is a natural servant - she just needs more work and conditioning. Maybe it is time she learned how to polish her betters and her own shoes so that they always have a mirror shine? I am looking forward to the wedding. Perhaps Amy's new employer will make significant changes to her appearance, dress, deportment, manners, attitude, etc. A daughter's wedding requires perfection from all servants and Amy needs a lot of work.
ReplyDeleteThank you for the chapter. The series is a pleasure to read. It is so good to see that Amy now addresses her betters as "Ma'am" instinctively and acts accordingly. The changes that are occurring with her are progressing well. Perhaps the wedding is being held at the family's estate with their full staff of servants and Amy is about to begin her formal servant apprenticeship under the stern tutelage of the butler and housekeeper?
ReplyDeleteNext episode, please. Loving the story.
ReplyDeleteGreat chapter! I get the feeling Ms. Alton has more planned for Amy when she is hired-out than Amy can imagine.
ReplyDeleteStill no mention of Amy Curtseying to her superiors.
ReplyDeleteI second the motion! Please have Amy trained to curtsey to her betters soon. Could bell training be part of the curtsey training? An appointment in every room in a proper household is a servant bell. When her betters require her presence they ring the servant bell. Upon being in their presence she comes to attention, curtseys, and dutifully awaits instruction.
DeleteAny possible update on the Leah and Charlotte story?
ReplyDeleteI'm another fan of the Leah and Charlotte story.
DeleteA bit of weight gain will help Amy understand her decline in status, no posh gyms and nutritious foods for her.
ReplyDeleteThat's definitly one of my favorite directions. That and some sort of slow psychological decline...The latter is while I came to love the rehabilitation of caroline Drake story so much
DeletePlease update 🙏
ReplyDeleteHas this story stalled, sadly it seems so just like so many promising others.
ReplyDeleteA pity this story died, there´s a powerful anticipation built up that insists on coming to expression, not the least an upcoming wedding....
ReplyDeleteI just SO wish there was more to this. I was so looking forward to reading about the psychological effects of all this on the girl...It certainly seemed to me as if her employer has certain plans in that direction
ReplyDeleteAny chance of further updates??
ReplyDeleteI'd love for this to continue
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