Hilltop had many advantages. The biggest, as its name
suggests, is that it sits atop a particularly steep hill that overlooks Barton
in the valley below. Its isolated position ensures a great deal of privacy and
was one of the reasons Dahlia originally opted for it. However, for someone of
Dahlia’s current physique, it was something of a nightmare to climb. Of course,
to those with a car, this poses few problems, but to those forced to use public
transport, the nearest bus stop is several hundred metres down a winding road.
Never having taken a bus to Hilltop before, Dahlia was not completely sure of where the stop was and was looking anxiously from the misted window for clues that she was getting close. The bus was crowded and Dahlia had been crammed into the passenger well with a half dozen other people, all tired and irritable. If people’s faces do truly show how they have lived their lives, this group had been particularly hard done by. As it juddered along the road, the bus kept coming to a sudden halt, throwing all the standing passengers forwards and onto one another. After being hounded by those kids in Barton, Dahlia was hypersensitive to any signs that the other passengers would find her disagreeable. But, fortunately or not, a pall of various body odours hung over them all. Tired, hot and sweaty people, all mixing together. Each time the bus swerved, Dahlia found herself instinctively reaching to push back her hair. Years of habit left her fingering her short masculine haircut, feeling sick to the core that this time she could not remove her wig to reveal her golden tresses. No this time it was real and it could be permanent. For all her bodily changes, her hair had acted as a kind of mask or shield. Now, without it, she felt unattractive and exposed, and was doing her best to avoid making eye contact with any of her fellow passengers.
The bus slowly climbed out of the valley, gradually
disgorging its passengers along the way. Cleaners, manual labourers, younger
people. To Dahlia’s mild dismay, it seemed her stop was one of the very last.
By the time she started to recognise where she was, other than the driver, she
was the only passenger left on the bus. Even so the constant rocking motion and
heat left her feeling woozy, so it came as an enormous relief when she was
finally able to step off the bus.
It took Dahlia almost 20 minutes to climb the rest of
the steep hill to her home. As she neared the front gates, she saw them wide
open, a couple of expensive cars sitting on the gravel driveway. The entrance
to Hilltop was one of its most attractive features, with tidy gardens lining
each side of the circular driveway. The gravel crunched under Dahlia’s tired
feet, her heavy legs aching as she walked to the front door. As she went to try
the handle, something stayed her hand. Ms Nechita had scolded her on a few
occasions about entering a room without knocking first and Melissa’s warning in
the car – that she must not screw up and play the part – made her spine shiver.
Whoever the visitor was, they had to be sure that Melissa was Dahlia and she
herself was in fact Petra.
Dahlia rung the door and waited. After a couple of
minutes, she heard footsteps approaching. As the person drew nearer, she could
make out the clipped sound of heels on expensive tiled floors. Before she could
finish that thought, the door was flung wide open and standing there was a
tall, attractive black woman.
“Yes, can I help you?”
Such a straightforward question, yet so loaded with
potential problems. Dahlia seemed unsure how to answer. She had no idea who
this woman was, nor what she did. There was no sign of her sister anywhere and,
for a second, she wondered if she had the right address.
The woman’s dark eyes hinted at a great deal of
impatience. This was clearly a busy woman who did not like having her time
wasted. Dahlia felt scared and cornered, and answered the only way she could:
“I am Petra. I am here to start my cleaning job. Miss Western…”
Fortunately for Dahlia, her sister interrupted her.
“Ah, yes, I forgot to mention Petra. I took the liberty of organising the
cleaner beforehand. I am sure she will be suitable, she came with good
references,” Melissa reassured the woman, rapidly defusing a situation that
might have spun out of control.
Both women turned to Dahlia, neither looking pleased
to be actually speaking to her. “She is a live-in maid?” the black woman asked,
looking surprised.
“No. She comes from Barton, the local town. I know.
She is not much to look at, but she really is highly recommended,” Melissa
continued and, on seeing the other woman’s questioning gaze, felt compelled to
explain. “Of course, if she disappoints, we can replace her.”
Dahlia’s face turned pale as she realised that Melissa
must have already been living at Hilltop for some days. As well as taking on new
employees, it seems she had already started rearranging the house. Certain
features were different. A commode that had sat on the upstairs landing was now
placed along the entrance hall. A new picture hung where Dahlia used to have an
abstract painting. The more she looked, the more she saw differences. The new
employee was clearly the thin end of a big wedge that Melissa wanted to drive
between Dahlia’s old life and a new one her sister wanted to forge. The
effect was a little like deja-vu, the feeling that, somehow, you are
experiencing something for the second time and are somehow aware of what might
happen.
Since Melissa announced they would return to Hilltop,
Dahlia had paid scant thought to what to expect when they came back. In the
back of her mind she had just assumed that the tumultuous relationship between
herself and her sister would somehow flip, with Melissa now the one with the
money, house and looks, while Dahlia became the supplicant. Despite their
mutual animosity, Dahlia had always been there for her sister whenever she had
come cap-in-hand. In her naïve way, she now expected the same kind of
relationship. But the thought had crossed Dahlia’s mind that Melissa may not
see ‘Petra’ as her sister. She was already altering things in the house and
employing new personnel, but would she somehow remove me from the equation
altogether?
As Melissa spoke to her assistant, she avoided making
eye contact with Dahlia, who was desperate to make even the slightest
connection with her sister to help calm her jangling nerves. Melissa, of
course, knew exactly what she was doing. By placing someone between them, she
lessened her contact with her sister, alienating her as much as she judged
possible at that moment.
“Okay. You deal with her then,” Melissa told the woman
impatiently, clearly wanting to be elsewhere.
“Wait. May I just ask… a…,” Dahlia started to ask,
then stopped as a look of thunder crossed both women’s faces.
Dahlia had never felt as submissive as she had that
moment. She had trapped herself completely. She needed Melissa to keep silent
about what had happened and, yet, for all that was happening, she could
scarcely believe that Melissa wanted to sideline her to this extent. The way
she looked at me without an ounce of recognition was astonishing. She did not
even seem intrigued by how I now looked after the loss of my hair. It felt for
a moment like I really was ‘Petra’ and not her sister.
“Come with me.” The black woman’s icy tone betrayed
her angry feelings as she motioned for Dahlia to follow her to the kitchen.
Closing the door firmly behind her, the stranger
started on a minute’s long harangue in which she made crystal clear that Dahlia
was never to speak to Ms Western unless she deigned to ask a question, or spoke
to her directly. Cementing her place in the house’s hierarchy between the two
sisters, she went on to explain that she was the only person Dahlia could
approach and that she would be dealing with her on a day-to-day basis.
After taking a moment to calm herself, the woman went
on to introduce herself and explain Petra’s duties. As she spoke, it was
obvious that she was a highly experienced Personal Assistant. And, by the usual
standards of the job, a very powerful one. Dahlia herself had been through a
number of them in her time and understood that you could grow to rely on them a
little too much. Melissa was yet to experience this and it was clear that
Katherine – the name of the assistant – was intent on filling as big a space as
circumstances allowed.
One thing that became clear immediately was that Ms
Nechita had trained Dahlia reasonably well. Many of the duties she listed did
not faze Dahlia in the slightest. Part of the reason could also have been a
growing impatience within Dahlia. She needed to know one thing above all others:
where would she be staying in Barton? The prospect of returning to that
horrible town filled her with dread. Perhaps she could endure the daily
humiliation of seeing her sister take her place here in her own home, but to be
forced to live as… Petra… oh god! That was simply too much.
As the day ground on, and the issue remained
unresolved, the nervous energy building within Dahlia reached a crescendo and
she took the impulsive step of confronting her sister. The afternoon had been
spent working downstairs, cleaning the hallway, stairs and kitchen. Now that
Katherine had stepped out into the garden for a cigarette, Dahlia knew she had
to find her sister.
Dahlia could guess whereabouts in the house she might
be and headed directly for her dressing room. The house had been laid out so
that the bedroom faced south and lots of natural light flooded into the top
floor. Dahlia loved the feeling of freedom she got every time she had entered
her bedroom, typically at the end of a long, busy day. She knew that, once inside,
she could simply shut the door on all the anxieties and worries that had
crowded around her. Things were distinctly different today. Rather than a
sanctuary, her bedroom felt more like a lion’s den. It had been so long since
she had been in the refuge of her bedroom and she grew dizzy for a moment, as
though she were lost. Nothing felt right and then, as she stepped into the body
of the room, she saw what looked like a reflection of herself from months ago.
Melissa was looking directly at her sister, dressed beautifully in a soft silk
dress that extended to the floor, forming a pool of expensive silk at her feet.
The neckline was low and formed a beautiful V that exposed her generous
cleavage perfectly. Her long, golden hair was made up in very loose curls,
styled to fall seductively over her face and accentuate her shapely neck. The
contrast with Dahlia and her sorry state was extreme. She felt like the wind in
her sails had dropped to nothing.
“Yes?” She demanded of Dalia
“I… I came here to see. Are… you serious? About me
staying in Barton?” Dahlia stuttered.
“That is where you live. Or have you taken leave of
your senses… Petra?” She smiled as she paused to emphasise the name, turning
back to admire herself in a long, floor length mirror.
“Melissa… I… do not know…” Dahlia started, only to be
cut off immediately.
“What did you say Petra? What did you call me?”
Melissa’s tone was acid, stinging me with its ferocity. “I warned you. No
mistakes. Do you want me to tell Katherine to fire you? Then what? What will
you do? Huh?”
Melissa had crossed the room and was in Dahlia’s face.
“If you fuck this up, you fat slob, I swear there will be tribesmen in the
farthest parts of the world that will know just what you did to yourself. I am
the model now! I am the beautiful one!” she slammed Dahlia, jabbing a pointed
finger into Dahlia’s fleshy chest. “Just look at what a mess you are. That
awful haircut. You look terrible!”
Dahlia felt absolute shock. She might have started
crying if not for being frozen in place by the sheer terror she felt. Would
Melissa do that? Would she drag everything down? Dahlia was in no fit state to
test her and simply bowed her head and nodded. “You are… You are … Ms.
Western.”
As though entering some kind of survival mode and
feeling Melissa was already unhinged enough, Dahlia backed off, not wanting to
risk the situation unravelling further. But she still needed to know what to
do. She pushed again, but carefully, making sure she played the part properly.
“P..Please Ms Western. I just needed to know if… there
was somewhere I could stay?”
Like the sudden ending of a child’s tantrum, Melissa
remained silent for a moment before speaking up, this time in a coolly offhand
and measured tone. She turned to her dressing table and scribbled a note on a
piece of paper, before handing it to a visibly shaken Dahlia.
Clutching at the paper in her trembling hand, Dahlia
looked down and saw an address written there: 27 Edge Road, 7pm.
“Go. And remember. No fucking up!” Melissa turned away from Dahlia, who, close to tears,
turned and left the room as fast as her vast bulk would permit.
This shifts from third to first person perspective at points like it's been changed hastily.
ReplyDeleteDoes anyone proofread this stuff or is it just shovelled out?
Really, most recent chapters are masterpieces.Excellent insights into main characters' minds. Looking forward to seeing where it leads. Please no rush, many more chapters would be welcome!
ReplyDeleteOUCH!||what a well writteN CHapter. Poor D, Melissa must relly hate her sister. Om suprisedthat D is not a live in maid sine than M woiuld be ble to glorfiyu herself all the more. I love the scene were poor D sees her sister in what had been her foprmer bedroom & dressed so well, so Deliah Western.
ReplyDeleteWhen is the next one coming, Camille?
ReplyDeleteI hate to seem impatient, but, when is the next one coming, Camille?
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