MIKA GOES PUBLIC
By Monica Graz
PART 1
CHAPTER 1
First person
narrative - Mike Simmonds or Mika
It was Saturday
again! My special cleaning day! The day that I could clean the house dressed in
my cleaner’s outfit.
All my life I have
been an occasional but committed cross dresser. I loved my dresses and skirts
but above all I loved my humble cleaner’s uniform and I already was dressed in
it. Nothing fancy, just a plain housekeeping dress of the type that hotel maids
have to wear, a working apron, pantyhose and comfortable shoes. And of course, the
appropriate underwear, matching panties and bra and my very realistic breast
forms, the only expensive item of my cheap outfit.
I fixed my thick longish
hair into a more feminine manner, I put some lippy on and I was ready.
I had no illusions of
course as I looked at myself in the mirror. I knew that I had an androgynous
look and I couldn’t easily pass in public as a female but that didn’t stop me
doing it. The inner satisfaction I felt, sexual and not only, was the strongest
possible drive, a drive I couldn’t resist though I have tried to stop it on
numerous occasions over the years. The urge was far too strong.
But this Saturday
was going to be double special because my girlfriend was coming to visit me. She
wanted to see Mika ‘in action’ as she said. She had keys to the house so she said
she would call sometime in the morning. She added that I could go on with my
cleaning schedule and she would let herself in.
I was full of
anticipation as I had a quick breakfast and a cup of coffee, before I carried
upstairs the vacuum cleaner and my other utensils to start the cleaning. The
house which was a ‘gift’ from my rich parents was biggish, two bedrooms, two
bathrooms and my study since I worked from home as a software specialist.
As I started my cleaning,
I couldn’t stop thinking about the imminent visit of Linda my girlfriend. We
were together for more than six months now and she was fully aware of my cross-dressing
tendencies. She had stayed in my house many times and had seen me in my nightie and various other
girly outfits but she had never seen me in action as a maid. This was going to
be a novelty for both of us and my adrenaline was on red as I started vacuuming
the bedrooms.
“Well, hello Mike
or shall I say Mika,” I heard a voice yelling at me behind my back.
I stopped the
vacuum and turned back to face Linda, a beaming smile on her face.
I was blushing all
over as I said hesitantly, “Oh, hello Linda, I couldn’t hear you coming in with
all that vacuum cleaner’s noise.”
She looked at me
critically, her smiling eyes all sparkling from excitement, “Look at you, the
picture of domesticity. I was watching you for a couple of minutes as you were vacuuming.
You were so involved with the task as if it was the most important job. Now I understand
what you were trying to tell me all those months, your commitment to cleaning and
the love of being a maid.”
Still blushing and
with a shy smile I asked, “How do I look, am I convincing enough, am I looking
silly?”
“You certainly don’t
look silly to me, but you are still a boy in a dress and apron. Yes, you have
softer features that the average male, a prominent bosom and great legs for
display but you have a long way to go to look really womanly.”
She obviously saw the
disappointment in my eyes because she hastily added, “But of course we can correct
all that fairly easily, complete makeovers are quite popular those days!”
I felt excitement and
fear when I heard those words. Makeover was a long-standing dream of mine but I
never dared to proceed that far. And now Linda was proposing it?
“You did touch a
very sensitive chord of mine Linda. Makeover has always been the ultimate dream
for me. But would you go along with it? And what about our relationship, would you
be able to accept me as Mika on a more permanent base? I don’t know what to
think,” I said, wiping my sweaty hands on my cotton apron.
“I must admit that
I like that soft feminine side of yours, it somehow compliments parts of my character,”
she replied and then added, “And don’t forget that so many months later and
after you’ve confided to me your cross-dressing tendencies, I still am here
with you, so yes, I can see a very convincing Mika emerging after a serious
makeover. But before we go that far we must sort out other aspects of our
relationship and what will be your new role after that.”
The feelings of
excitement and fear for the unknown intensified as I said, “Shall I go down to
the kitchen and make some fresh coffee so we can sit down and discuss all those
issues you’ve just mentioned? You made me very intrigued now.”
“Yes, lets just do
that.” Linda simply answered as she turned to go downstairs. I quickly followed,
being very conscious of what I was wearing.
CHAPTER 2
Six months later
First person
narrative - Linda Caraway
As I was looking at
Mika moving around the house, I couldn’t believe how much she had changed during
the past six months. She was looking so different, so womanly in her pretty
housedress and piny, a perfect picture of a 50s housewife.
“Where on earth you
manage to find those dresses that you love to wear around the house Mika? They
look so old fashioned.” I asked with genuine curiosity.”
“Ah Miss Linda,”
she answered a mischievous look on her face, “I found a wonderful second hand
shop with very cheap vintage clothes. I became quite friendly with the shop’s
young owner; she even knows my TG identity.”
I was amazed how
Mika was so open now about being a TG person. I was also secretly pleased that
she insisting calling me most of the time Miss as if she was my employee, which
somehow, she was in an unofficial way.
“You are such a crafty
little thing,” I replied with a small laugh and looking at my watch added, “It’s
getting late, I have to run, lots of meetings are on my agenda today.”
“Yes Miss, you
better go. Any preference for dinner tonight?” She asked innocently, her hands playing
with her delicate organdy apron.
“Let me think. Fish
would be nice. How about some nicely marinated fresh salmon and a green salad? Let’s
try and be good tonight, we both need to lose a couple of pounds. Your cooking
has been very enticing the past few weeks.”
“That’s a great
idea Miss, I agree with you, I need to lose some weight, my waist line is not
what it should be.”
“And Mika,” I added
with a cunning smile, “I would like you in a nice uniform tonight when I’ll be
back. How about a black or dove grey dress and a nice white apron? I want my
pretty and efficient maid to welcome me tonight with a chilled white sauvignon
blanc on a tray.”
I was amused when I
saw her blushing. I could tell, she loved my suggestion. I know her too well by
now, she would grab any opportunity to be in a uniform.
“Yes Miss, I’d love
that, have a nice day at work.” She replied as she rushed towards me and gave
me an unexpected tight hug saying, “Thank you for everything you have done for
me Linda.”
I was touched by
her spontaneity but I managed to keep my calm saying, “That’s all right dearest,
what I’ve done for you I’ve done for myself as well. We’re at the same boat for
a long sail I hope.”
“We certainly are
Miss and you are the very competent captain of that boat!”
“You will make me
late little minx; I better go or I’ll be late for my first meeting.” I said in
an anxious voice as I opened the door and rushed to my car parked outside.
As I was driving, I
couldn’t stop thinking of all those changes that had happened in our lives during
the past six months.
After a very successful
makeover Mika was now permanently in female clothes and she was very happy
about that. And I was always now thinking of Mika as a she. I haven’ seen her
once in trousers, even lady’s pants since her transformation started. She loved
her vintage clothes and her uniforms and I was equally happy to be part of it. She
gradually adopted the role of my housewife/maid and I definitely encouraged it.
It was a magic balance between us and somehow it was working.
She was still working
from home as a software consultant but I had noticed that she was gradually distancing
herself from that field as if she was losing interest. When I confronted her,
she truthfully answered that since her transformation she was not that keen to
continue working in that field and she was discouraging potential clients. She
then had added in a burst of honesty that it was a matter of time before she
was going to stop working in that field altogether.
That had worried me
a bit and not because of a loss of income because Mika was independently well off
through her parents. I was worried that she might be very soon bored staying at
home all day. There is so much you can do in a house as a maid and/or housewife.
And then I had this
idea that could solve the problem. I asked around at my work, it was a big firm
with tens of people working in it, if they were in need for a very good and committed
cleaner who desperately needed work and who happened to be a transitioning TG. In
other words, I was offering Mika as a maid/cleaner and I was the one giving the
proper reference since I mentioned that she was already cleaning for me twice a
week, Mondays and Thursdays.
I got an enthusiastic
response from several people and I selected three ladies who were living alone and
were not the ones I would socialize with. So, I offered Mika’s services for
three days a week, Tuesday, Wednesday and Friday with the going per hour
minimum fee. I then added that Mika was used to wear a simple maid’s uniform
when at work and that impressed them even more.
All that happened behind
Mika’s back and I barely could suppress a smile when I thought that tonight after
dinner, I was going to announce it to her as a ‘fait accompli’.
I was dying to see
her reaction though I was strongly believing that she would accept it eagerly. It
had been another one of her many fantasies as she had confessed to me after one
of those long love sessions we often had.
I let a sigh of contentment
as I was entering my work’s garage looking for my allocated parking space. Life
was good having Mika at my beck and call and it was even better because our
sexual life, very unconventional at times, was extremely satisfactory.
CHAPTER 3
The same evening
First person
narrative - Mika
I checked once more
my looks in the mirror. I thought I looked very smart in my black dress, half
white apron, black tights and black 2in court shoes, I kept my long hair - thanks
to the hair extensions during my makeover - back in a high ponytail and I added
a white hair band. I certainly looked the part, a ‘pretty and efficient maid’,
as Linda mentioned to me this morning. I wasn’t so certain about the ‘pretty’
but I did look ‘efficient’.
I was unusually
nervous waiting for Linda to be back from work. She had seen me many times before
in a maid’s uniform and all sorts of female outfits but tonight for some reason
I felt that it was going to be a special night, I had that feeling when she was
departing for work this morning, somehow I sensed it as I was hugging her, a particular
look in her eyes. Call it a feminine intuition, if I was able to have developed
such a thing.
I heard her car in
the parking lot in front of the house and I run to the fridge to take out the wine.
I filled a glass with the chilled and very pale sauvignon blanc put it on a
tray and moved by the door, my heart pounding.
She came in flustered,
a sign that she had a difficult day at work, but the moment she saw me waiting
with the tray, she smiled, “That’s my girl, that’s what I was dreaming all day
long, thank you Mika, you are a jewel.”
“My pleasure Miss,”
I answered with a blushing smile and a slight curtsey, something that I’ve never
done before, it was spontaneous.
“I like that Mika, please
keep doing it, it does emphasize your current station.”
She looked at me
more carefully as she had her first sip of wine, “And you do look efficient and
very real. That black dress looks good on you and its length is correct, just
below your knee. And the apron accentuates your waist. Have you lost some
weight?”
More blushing as I
answered, “I wish I were Miss, but no, it’s just my waist cincher belt.”
“Good for you. I
wouldn’t be able to wear one of those, too restrictive for me.”
“You are right
Miss, I never wear one when I’m doing my chores, but I love to have a narrow waist
and as a TG person I know my limitations, so the belt helps towards the illusion
for a more feminine look.”
Aren’t we chatty
tonight?” she said and after another sip of vino added, “I better go and change
but I’m famished, you can serve in 5 min. And please join me, we have to chat.”
CHAPTER 4
The same evening
First person narrative
- Linda
As I was changing
to my comfy house clothes, I was thinking that Mika suspects of something and
she expects something! I saw her worried eyes when I said to her, ‘we have to
chat’. But I’ll tell her tonight after dinner. If her drive to be a cleaner and
a maid is as strong as I suspect she will accept my proposal even if she pretends
that she maintains some reservations.
The meal was sumptuous,
Mika was fast becoming a very competent cook. The bottle of wine we shared made
us more relaxed and slightly tipsy.
After she cleared
the table, I asked her to open a second bottle of wine. We both looked a bit
tipsy so the conversation that followed was more relaxed and with a few
giggles.
“Have you nearly
packed up your old business Mika?” I asked innocently
“Yes Miss Linda, I
only have a client now and I’ll finish his project by the end of the week.
After that I want and need a break from the software world, it’s too stressy and
competitive for me.”
“I’m glad to hear
that Mika because I found some work for you to get you out of the house, work as
a cleaner.”
The mixture of fear
and excitement in her eyes was precious. I was enjoying that and the wine was intensifying
that enjoyment.
“Wow, that sounds scary!
What time of cleaning, where?” Mika replied full of anxiety.
“Well, it’s not
scary at all and simpler than you think.” I continued with a smile and a
reassuring voice.
“I asked around at
work and three ladies are in desperate need for a good daily cleaner so I
offered your services. I thought Tuesday, Wednesday and Friday would be good
days. That leaves Monday and Thursday to catch up with the housework in this
house and of course the weekend will be more relaxing and we can be together.
What do you think?”
The excitement was
prevailing in Mika’s face now as she replied, “That’s a huge step for me Miss, facing
the world out there as Mika. Have you mentioned anything to those ladies about
my special TG condition?”
“Of course I did,
you couldn’t fool them however well you can portray a female. Women are far better than men to ‘read’ TG
people like you. But that was beneficial in a way because they all said to me
that TG people tend to be far better maids and cleaners because usually it is
their choice to do so and not a necessity. And they were spot on in your case.
You are a committed maid and cleaner on your own will, nobody forces you to do
that. Am I right Mika dearest?”
She was blushing
now as she said, “Yes Miss Linda you are right. Nobody is forcing me but can
you tell me a bit more what this is about?”
“Well, as I told
you already three ladies want to employ you. They are all single and they need
you once a week. I’ll tell you details and other practical issues tomorrow. I
already mentioned to them that you are used to wear a simple uniform when
working and they were impressed. I’m the one who vouches for you; I told them
that I use you as my cleaner twice a week and I am very pleased with your work.
So please make an effort not to disappoint them because that will reflect badly
on me.”
“Wow again! You act
as my employer. Do those ladies know about our relationship, that we live
together etc...? And of course, I’m intrigued about the uniform. Do they
provide one or I’ll have to take one of mine?”
“Yes, I had to act
as your employer, that was the only way to ‘sell’ your services. And don’t
worry I don’t socialize with those ladies; they are in other departments and they
have no idea about my personal life. So, you shouldn’t worry about that. As for
the uniform, I have no idea if they will provide one so when you go to start
working pack a plain uniform and matching apron and as soon as you arrive go
and change to your work clothes. I forgot to add that you are going to be paid the
minimum wages per hour for a domestic worker. All is going to be informal and
under the table. At the end of your working day you will collect your wages in
cash.”
As I was talking, I
was watching Mika. Her mind was racing fast in order to absorb all those eminent
changes in her life. Up to now she was acting in the privacy of our home,
playing dressing up games and acting as the housewife/maid at the same time. All
of it was partly erotic partly real with my encouragement and participation.
Now she was going to go out to the real world being a real cleaner for people
who expected her to act as one.
“This is for real!”
Mika exclaimed as if she had read my mind, “I can confess to you Linda, though
I suspect that you already know it, that this is one of my more advanced
fantasies. I always was wondering what it would be like to be a lowly female
cleaner and make a living cleaning other peoples’ houses. Now I have the chance
to find out first hand.”
“Indeed you have,”
I replied and continued, “And I simply hope that you will be able to cope as a ‘lowly
female cleaner’, as you just called yourself, out there in the real world.
Because once you start you must stay committed for the foreseeable future.
Otherwise you will discredit me as your sponsor, as the one who is producing
for you the reference letter. Because I forgot to mention to you that the first
time you appear for work you will carry a true reference letter from me that
you will hand to each of those ladies. That will be your ticket to enter their
home, that will be a proof of your identity and that they can trust you to stay
behind and clean for them as they will be at work. I vouch for you that you are
competent in what you do and trustworthy to stay alone in the house.”
I saw a concern in
her eyes this time. She realized that she had to commit herself in a serious
manner and this wasn’t going to be a game.
And then something unexpected
happened, she stood up, adjusted her apron and with an embarrassed smile and a
slight curtsey said, “I solemnly declare to you Miss Linda, being my prime
employer, that I’ll not let you down and I’ll try my best to act as a competent
cleaner and maid to those ladies.”
I couldn’t hide my
astonishment as I said, “Thank you for that demonstration of loyalty Mika, I
believe you and I trust you; and I loved your curtsey, I might get used to
that.”
Then trying to unwind
the moment’s tension I added, “Now you can go and do the dishes. I’m going up
to my bedroom, I have some work to do and catch up with my e-mails. Later when
you are ready for bed please join me to the bedroom, I want my Mika tonight to
sleep with me.”
“Yes Miss, I like that
Miss, I mean your invitation,” she answered gingerly as she started collecting
the wine glasses from the table.
PART 2
CHAPTER 5
Tuesday morning a
few days later
First person
narrative – Mika
It was 8.15am and I
was standing in front of a very luxurious looking block of flats, situated at a
very posh part of town. I looked at the names by the entrance and found the
name of my new employer, ‘F5-7, Jennifer Blackman’. Then I looked around and
saw another less impressive entrance a few meters away where a notice in bold letters
was announcing, ‘TRADERS AND DOMESTIC STAFF ENTRANCE’. The bells in this entrance
had only the flat’s number.
I already had my instructions;
I had to ring the bell and go through that entrance at 8.30 sharp. I felt a
surge of excitement and fear combined. I was ‘domestic staff’ now or ‘help’ as
some employers loved to call their servants. My social status shifted dramatically
downwards.
I looked at my
reflection in the glass door. I was dressed modestly, denim skirt down to my
knees, plain blouse, thick tights and low heel workable shoes. My hair was kept
behind in a high ponytail and my makeup was very discreet. My only accessory
was my tiny gold studs on my pierced ears; that was a recent present from Miss
Linda who handed me in an envelope my reference letter addressed to Miss
Jennifer Blackman and inspected me this morning before my departure. In a largish
shoulder bag, I was carrying my work clothes, a plain uniform dress and matching
apron.
I looked at my
wrist watch again, 8.25, another 5 min before ringing the bell. I made a few
paces up and down the front of the building trying to calm myself down. Everything
was going to be a novelty from now on.
At 8.30 sharp I
rung the bell. A crisp female voice answered immediately, “Come up using the
service elevator fifth floor, flat 7.”
I heard the buzz
and entered a largish corridor painted in industrial grey. Nothing fancy αt
that entrance. I took the elevator to the fifth floor. The cabin was painted
the same grey color and the lack of mirrors was noticeable.
Another corridor in
front of me and a series of dark grey doors, clearly the back doors of the
flats. I saw F-7 and I knocked hesitantly at the door since I couldn’t see a
bell.
The door opened
instantly and a tall blond lady in her mid to late 30s asked me to come in.
I entered into a very
spacious kitchen as she said with a smile, using the same crisp voice, “You must
be Mika, welcome.”
“Good morning Miss,
yes I’m Mika and I bring this letter from my employer Miss Linda Caraway.”
“Yes, thank you I’ve
been expecting that,” she replied as she took the letter, scrutinizing me with her
cold light blue eyes. I could instantly tell that this lady was going to keep
formalities with me.
She opened the
letter and read it quickly. “Right, everything seems to be in order, your prime
employer recommends you very warmly. She says that you are a very diligent
worker and you pay attention to details, something that is essential for a
cleaner.”
“Thank you Miss, I’ll
try my best Miss.” I replied with a cautious smile.
“You can call me
Miss Jennifer or Miss Blackman if you prefer. Did you bring some working
clothes with you? I understand that you prefer to work in a uniform which is fine
by me, in fact I prefer it because that clearly defines your status.”
“Yes Miss Jennifer
I brought my working clothes, where could I change?”
“Yes of course, let
me show you. There is a large laundry room next to the kitchen where you can
change. It’s the door at the other end of the kitchen. You will also find there
a small WC for your own use. And my previous cleaner who had to go back to her
country for family reasons had left behind a couple of her old uniforms. You
are free to use them if you want, as far as I remember she washed them before
her departure, they probably are in a drawer by the washing machine. Judging from
your size I think they will fit you.”
Was that an
indirect suggestion to wear one of those uniforms used by her previous cleaner?
I felt a surge of excitement hearing that. A uniform dress used extensively
before by another maid was quite excitable for me.
“Thank you Miss Jennifer,
I’ll go and change and I’ll check the old uniforms. Be back in a few minutes.”
“Ok then, I’ll give
you the guided tour when you are dressed and show you where everything is and emphasize
where you should be extra careful. Call me when you are back in the kitchen.”
“Yes Miss Jennifer,”
I replied as I moved towards the door at the other side of the kitchen where
the laundry room was.
I instantly checked
the drawer with the old uniforms. They were two there, a black dress and a dove
grey dress, a bit more formal, more ‘real maid’ and less ‘cleaner outfit’. I
quickly tried the grey one and it fitted well. I decided to go for it, in might
give a good impression to Miss Jennifer. I added a large cotton bib apron with
a discreet frill all around and a white band on my hair. I put my comfortable
flat shoes on and went back to the kitchen.
I was full of
contradicting emotions as I was standing in the middle of the kitchen. I had
the feeling that I was transported to a parallel universe. I was dressed in clothes
not belonging to me, I was in a totally new and alien environment and I had to
face an employer who had no idea who I really was. In her eyes I was just
another cleaner and maid. As I was about to call her, she came back to the
kitchen.
She looked at me
form top to bottom with an appraising look, “Rosa’s uniform fits you well. You
look the part now. Can I ask you a favor?”
“Of course Miss.” I
replied wondering what sort of favor she would want from me.
“I know your name
is Mika but could I call you Rosa when you work for me? Rosa has been my
cleaner for many years and before that she was working as a live-in maid for my
parents so I grew up with her and I have a soft spot for that name.”
I looked astounded
at her. I just have lost my name as well. I really and truly was in a parallel universe!
“Of course Miss,
you can call me whatever you like, Rosa is a good name.” I answered gingerly
with a small curtsey. Somehow the loss of my identity freed some of my inhibitions.
She smiled broadly
and for the first time her eyes had lost their coldness as she said, “I think
we’ll get on well Rosa, I liked your small curtsey just now, you seem to have
the right approach. So, let me take you around the flat and show you where everything
is and what I expect from you.”
Half an hour later
she had gone. She had to go to work and she would be back at 5.00 to check on my
performance and pay me.
I was very self-conscious
when I started working. Everything felt surreal to me. I wasn’t cleaning my own
home; I was a daily domestic called Rosa and I was cleaning another person’s
mess. She certainly wasn’t such a tidy person. Clothes were thrown everywhere and
the bathroom was messy. I started with the tidying up and I had to improvise about
certain things. Then continued with changing the sheets in the main bedroom,
dusting, vacuuming.
I was about to attack
the master bathroom when my mobile rang. It was Linda!
“Hello Miss Linda,”
I said in my soft feminine voice I tried to establish.
“Hi Mika, how are
you doing? I have been thinking of you all morning but only now I have the
chance to contact you. How is your new employer?”
“She is a bit eccentric;
she changed my name to Rosa because her old maid had that name, then suggested
that I could wear the uniform that Rosa left behind. So, I’m dressed in a more
formal grey dress and white large apron. I feel that I’m another person in
another world.”
“Wow, I bet you
enjoy that Rosa! That’s a great name for a maid and if I remember well from my
readings the old Victorians loved to choose names for their domestic staff. How
about the work? Can you cope?”
“I’m struggling a
bit until I find my bearings. Next time it will be much better. And between you
and me I feel that I’m in a parallel world. Everything is a complete novelty.”
“I’m certain you
enjoy it dearest Mika or Rosa, your dream finally becomes a reality. I have to
run now for my next meeting. You will tell me all about it tonight. What time
you expect to be back home?”
“Miss Blackman will
be back at around 5.00, she will inspect my work and pay me, so I expect to be
back at home around 6.00.”
“Good, I’ll see you
then around 7.00, I’ll stay a bit longer to catch up with my work. And prepare
something simple for us to eat. You will be exhausted after a hard day’s work. Bye
for now.”
“Bye Miss,” I replied
and put my mobile back to my apron pocket.
It was past 5.00
and I was still ironing sheets in the laundry room when Miss Jennifer came
back. I heard the front door and then I heard her walking around the flat obviously
inspecting everything. Finally, she opened the laundry room door a smile on her
face.
“Hi Rosa. At first
glance it seems that you did a fine work, the flat looks great and it smells so
fresh. Thank you. Are you finishing soon with your ironing?”
“Yes Miss Jennifer,
I’ve just finished. I’ll change to my street clothes and be with you in a few
minutes.”
Within the next ten
minutes I was out through the back door I expected of the ‘help’. I received my
payment in an envelope, my first wages as a domestic! Miss Jennifer thanked me
and said she was looking forward to see me again in a week’s time. And next
time I could use the spare Rosa’s uniform, the black one and wash the one I was
wearing today.
Gosh, what a day!
CHAPTER 6
Wednesday morning
First person
narrative- Mika
It was a déjà vu scene.
I was in front of the address given to me at 8.30, like yesterday.
I was wearing the same
denim skirt but a different blouse. Miss Linda insisted on a simple outfit,
nothing fancy for someone who was going to work as a cleaner.
This time it was a single
two levels modest house in a low middle-class part of town.
The name I had this
time was Tania Gonzalez. I took a deep breath and rang the bell.
It took a minute or
two until a lady, the exact opposite of Jennifer Blackman, opened the door. She
was short, dark and slightly stout but very friendly and welcoming.
“Well hello honey,
come in, you must be Mika.”
“Good morning Miss,
yes I’m Mika, thank you” I said as I entered the house.
“Please call me
Tania, we don’t want any formalities. Do you have the recommendation letter
from Linda, just to be certain who you appear to be? One witnesses all sorts of
funny things those days.”
“Yes of course Miss…,
I mean Tania,” I replied as I opened my bag and gave her the letter.
She opened the
envelope and read it quickly. She turned to me the friendly smile still there, “Good.
I can see Linda is very supportive of you.”
I was about to ask
where could I change when I heard a strong meowing and a large white car appeared.
“Oh, hello Snow-white!
This is Mika our cleaner. She is going to clean your fur from all over the
house today.”
She looked at me
apologetically, “I’m afraid Mika this is going to be your hardest task today,
this cat tends to abandon her fur all over the house. So, a very good and
thorough vacuuming is needed.”
“I can see that,” I
said smiling as I started looking around, seeing visible white fur remains. “But
I’ll try. Could I go and change somewhere to my working clothes?”
“Of course, now I
remember Linda mentioning that you prefer to wear a uniform when cleaning. Just
over there is the broom cupboard under the stairs; there are some hooks where you
can hang your clothes. I’ll go to the kitchen to make some coffee, come and
meet me there when ready.”
“Yes Miss Tania,” I
replied forgetting again to call her simply Tania. She looked at me amused saying again, ‘just Tania
please’, as she moved towards the kitchen.
I joined her a few
minutes later wearing my simple light blue front buttoned maid’s dress and a white
bib cotton apron.
“How you take your
coffee Mika?” She asked casually.
“Just cream please,
no sugar, thank you Tania” I answered with a small smile. Within a few minutes
this woman made me feel very relaxed and comfortable.
As we were drinking
our coffee sitting around a large kitchen table she said as casually as ever, “Can
I ask you a personal question Mika?”
“Yes of course.”
“Linda told me that
you are a TG person transitioning. I admire you for that. It takes courage to
do it and I have first hand experience because a cousin of mine did it a couple
of years ago. She is a proud woman now. Are you thinking of going all the way?”
That was a very awkward
question to answer because deep down I knew that I wasn’t a full-blown TG, I simply
was a cross dresser exploring other sides of my personality.
I was blushing all
over when I hesitantly answered, “I still am at an early stage and I’m not certain
how far I want to go. At the moment I explore my feminine side in various
aspects. One of them is to expose myself to other people doing a menial job, I somehow
get an inner satisfaction by doing that.”
Tania looked at me
sympathetically, “Sorry Mika if I put you on the spot. I’m simply a curious
person by nature and I often tend to ask awkward questions. And thank you for
answering so truthfully. I admire and respect your honesty in telling me that
you get an inner satisfaction by doing menial tasks. That answers my other
question I was about to ask you, why a seemingly educated person like you
enjoys cleaning other peoples’ houses, dressed as a maid?”
Another blushing without
an answer this time.
She saw my embarrassment
and hastily added, “Enough of this chit chat on inner feelings etc. After all you
are here to do some cleaning and I expect you to do it properly. Come on then,
let me show you around the house and explain what I want. Then I’ll rush to
work, I’m already late as it is.”
“Yes Tania, I am
ready for that,” I replied, feeling relieved that this difficult conversation
ended and Tania became my employer again.
The hardest part in
cleaning Tania’s house was the cat’s fur that was everywhere. Snow-white had
access to everything including Tania’s bed which was covered with her white
fur. It took me for ever with the vacuum to bring the house in an acceptable level
of cleanliness.
She came back at about
5.00 o’clock and after looking around she was ecstatic. “Thank you Mika, you
did a great job; I haven’t seen this house without visible snow-white’s fur for
God knows how long. Good girl!”
And without any
warning she approached me and gave me a hug adding, “I still don’t understand why
you want to be a cleaning lady but I can tell you that you are a good one, probably
the best I had for some time. And I can assure you that I tend to change my
cleaning ladies often and the reason is that they can’t cope with the cat’s
fur. You are my champion cleaning lady!”
I was called a good
girl and a cleaning lady. I liked that! Blushing all over I said, “Thank you
Tania, I’m glad you approve of my work, it means a lot to me. I want my employers
to be satisfied. That makes me happy as well. My inner need to please as I was
telling you.”
She handed me an
envelope, heavier than expected. “Here, this is your wages and a set of keys. I
think that I can trust you with the keys. Next time you come, come at 9.00 and
you will find a note from me with instructions what to do and your wages. That way
I don’t have to wait for you in the morning and you for me in the afternoon. I
can always call you in your mobile if I need something extra and/or you can
call me in mine for extra instructions if needed.”
I was touched by
her trusting nature. “Thank you Tania, I appreciate your trust, it means a lot
to me. I better go and change now.”
We said our goodbyes
and I was on my way.
Another day,
another employer, another experience totally different from yesterday.
I am now formally baptized
as a ‘cleaning lady’!
CHAPTER 7
The same evening,
First person
narrative - Linda
I haven’t really
talked to Mika for two days now. Last night I came back from work late, we had
a light meal and we both had an early night. She was exhausted from her first
day of strenuous work as a cleaner and I had too much in my mind concerning my
work.
But tonight, I was
looking forward to a chat. I talked to her on the phone earlier and she said
that her second employer, Tania Gonzalez was totally different from the first
one Jennifer Blackman. I could have told her that, because when I met those ladies,
I could tell they were coming from different backgrounds.
But I wanted to hear
what she had to tell me. Two continuous days working as a cleaning lady outside
her comfort zone.
I parked the car
grabbed my bag and let myself in. And there, behind the door my sweet Mika was
waiting with a glass of wine on a tray and a sweet smile on her face. Not in a
uniform but in one of her vintage house dresses and as always, a pretty apron.
The picture of a fifty’s
housewife.
“Mika darling, how
kind of you. I really need that!” I said as I picked the glass and gave her a
small sisterly kiss. “You look fresh and lovely in that dress.”
“Thank you Linda. I
love it so much when I wait for your arrival. I feel so much like your dutiful
wife then!”
“And you are my dutiful
darling wife. And not only, because lately you develop other talents and I heard
today from Tania that you impressed her very much. She wants you now as her
cleaning lady on a regular basis.”
“Did she say that
to you? Because she called me that, ‘her cleaning lady’ and I loved it.”
“I think it sounds
much better than simply cleaner. Cleaner could be anybody, male or female but ‘cleaning
lady’ clearly defines you. This is your vocation isn’t it?”
She looked flustered
and I loved that. She replied timidly, “I
can’t lie to you, I guess you can call it ‘my vocation’, I can’t find any other
word for it.”
“Look at us, we
started chatting away and we still stand by the door. Let me go change to my comfy
clothes and then we can eat and chat more.” I said as I put my glass back to
Mika’s tray after a generous sip of course.
The table was
perfectly set and we sat down to a simple but tasty meal. I was aware of course
that Mika wouldn’t be able to provide gourmet meals the days she was working out.
“So, I’m all ears.
Talk to me. Tell me about your experiences and emotions the past two days.” I
said to Mika after she cleared the table and sat down again with a fresh glass
of wine.
She looked girlish
to me, there was a softness on her face and she developed recently a tendency to
blush easily.
“Well, my first
employer, Miss Blackman was formal and slightly forbidding. I felt intimidated
from the very beginning having to go up through the domestic staff entrance. That
made me feel like…”
“A lowly domestic?”
Linda interrupted. “Have you felt a surge of pleasure then?”
I know I was acting
like a shrink but I wanted to push Mika to let out her inner feelings.
Blush, blush as
Mika replied, “Yes Miss, I felt a peculiar feeling of pleasure mixed with anxiety.”
“I thought that
much. Your submissive genes started to kick on.” I said somehow ruthlessly. “And
then what?”
More blushing as
Mika continued, “Then I had to change into a uniform dress and apron that
belonged to her previous maid Rosa and from that moment on I became Rosa for
her. And then I felt as if I had been stripped from any remains of my previous
identity and I had really and truly become Rosa a cleaning lady working for a new
employer.”
“Have you felt any
strong emotions then?”
“I felt that I had
to work hard because I didn’t want to disappoint my Mistress, I felt that I had
a task to accomplish and that gave me an unusual feeling of inner satisfaction.
I wouldn’t call it sexual, it was more intellectually emotional, if that makes
sense.”
“It does make
sense. I liked the word ‘Mistress’ you used; this is a step further from ‘employer’.
This is an indication that ‘being a lowly domestic’ is fast becoming a way of
life for you my darling Mika.”
I saw a mixture of
confusion and excitement in her eyes. I was touching more and more her
sensitive chords.
“I guess it is,”
she replied hesitantly, “But are you happy with this? I wouldn’t like to create
any problems on our special relationship. I value that much more than being a
cleaning lady for unknown employers.” She added with conviction.
“I’m happy as I watch
you unveil all your suppressed feelings. I want them out and I’m standing by
you.” I said truthfully and then on an impulse added, “But I am really and
truly your prime employer, your real Mistress, you should never forget that you
are mine and mine only and I am the one who allows you to go out and work for
other employers.”
Her expression was
unique, a mixture of surprise and excitement from what she just heard from me
because for the first time I was more assertive even aggressive in expressing
my feelings. For the first time since she started her ‘transition’, if I can
call that her strong tendency to endorse that new female role and status, I let
my feelings out.
“Wow, that was
impressive Miss Linda,” she whispered back to me her eyes still shiny from
excitement. She took my hand and squeezed it looking at me, then bashfully lowering
her eyes simply added, “Yes, you are my Mistress, and yes again, I belong to
you!”
Something so strongly
soft and feminine was coming out of her as she pronounced those words. Something
that increased my feelings of ‘ownership’. It was so inconceivable, even for me
that I knew, to believe that this soft feminine creature sitting next to me and
looking at me with utter devotion was deep down still a male.
There was tension
on the air and I thought it was time to move our chat to lighter issues.
“I think you will
find interesting and unusual the lady you are going to work on Thursday. I made
a small research on her. I had a quick look on her file at work. Being at HR
department can be sometimes useful.”
Her pensive sad eyes
sparkled with a renewed interest, “Really Miss? Please do tell me what you
found out.” She eagerly said
“Well, she is a
German lady older than the two you already worked for, she is in her mid-fifties.
Her name is Erika klompe. She is married with two grown up children but she is
alone in this country. Her family is back in Germany. She is somehow the
liaison officer of our company with Germany.”
“Should I expect
something different from her if you can tell me something?” She asked with genuine
interest now.
“Well, you will be
amused to know that she lives in a flat at the same posh building like Miss
Blackman. So, you are going back there on Thursday. You will be in familiar ground.
You know your way in through the domestic staff entrance,” I said with a wink.
“Wow, that’s
amazing, what a coincidence.”
“It’s not exactly a
coincidence. Our company has the use of five flats there for some of our employees
under special conditions. Both Miss Blackman and Ms. Klompe are entitled to the
use of a flat there.” I said and added, “But to answer your question about what
is different about Ms. Klompe I can only tell you that she is very ‘Germanic’
if you know what I mean, very precise and to the point but with no particular sense
of humor. I expect her to be strict but fair with you.”
I saw Mika’s eyes
spark even more. I could sense what she was thinking, ‘a strict employer can be
a challenge for a cleaner. Would I be able to cope with that?’
And then she spoke
and said the exact same thing, “Could I cope Miss with her demands? I’m not a
trained and experienced cleaner after all.”
“Of course you can;
you are not asked to pilot a plane after all.
You simply need your common sense and a good eye for dirt and I think
you have them both.”
Then I felt like
teasing her a bit, “But to add something funny we call her Nazi Erika behind
her back because of her lack of humor and strictness, so beware of her.”
“I hope I don’t end
up in a concentration camp if I fail her,” she said jokingly but I could tell that
I managed to stir her imagination.
CHAPTER 8
Thursday morning
First person
narrative – Mika
The scene was a
repetition of the other day. It was 8.30 and I was standing in front of the
service entrance of the posh building that was familiar to me by now.
I found the name
and rang the bell. The flat was at the 7th floor this time, F7-9 was marked by
the bell.
A guttural voice
answered, “Ya!”
“It’s Mika the
cleaner,” I answered in my softer feminine voice.
“Come up, 7th
floor, flat 9.” The same voice said as I pushed the door that was buzzing.
Same grey corridors
and elevator. The back door at flat 9 was already half opened so I knocked and
went in.
A tall amazon
looking woman with cropped blond hair wearing a dark blue outfit consisting of dark
blue pants and blouse and a single pearl necklace as the only adornment was
standing in the middle of a kitchen similar to the one, I saw the other day at
Miss Blackman’s flat.
“Good morning Mrs.
Klompe, I’m Mika the cleaning lady and here is my recommendation letter.” I
said as I handed the letter from Linda.
She took the letter
as she scrutinized me from top to bottom.
“Good morning Mika,
thank you for the letter and I know Miss Caraway well enough to trust her judgement.
You can call me Frau Klompe or Madam if you prefer. Do you have your working
clothes with you? You can go and change at the laundry room; it is the door at
the other end of the kitchen.”
“Yes, thank you
Madam, I brought my uniform with me and I’m familiar with the lay out, I worked
to a similar flat the other day, Miss Blackman if you know her.”
“Yes, I know of her,
I never met her personally but go and change and then we can talk.”
“Yes Madam,” I
replied and moved towards the laundry room thinking all along that Linda was
right. This woman was quite forbidding.
I came back in a
few minutes dressed in my usual light blue dress, full white apron, flat shoes
and white hair band, ready to start.
She looked at me
more carefully this time. I detected in her eyes a look of amusement with some contempt?
“Mika it is isn’t
it?” She said as if she had forgotten my name. Well, you look very efficient
Mika, the picture of a true ‘dienstmädchen’.”
“Excuse me Madam?”
I asked puzzled
“It means servant
girl in German.” She said casually and then continued, “But we both know than
in reality you are a boy underneath, a boy who enjoys being a servant girl. We
have quite a few like you in Germany and they make great maids and servants. That’s
why I was keen of having you when Miss Linda mentioned that you are a TG transitioning.
I bet you simply are just a… what you call it in this country? Ah yes, a sissyboy
or sissymaid.”
I was blushing all
over as I was standing awkwardly in front of her. Nobody ever called me that. A
sissy? Even Linda never mentioned that word to me. I wasn’t certain how to react
on that. Get angry or indignant?
She saw my obvious embarrassment
because she smiled for the first time, a rather cold smile I must say and
added, “I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to offend you, I simply said what I believe, that
you must be very good at housework. Shall we start? I can tell you what I want
you to do and show you where everything is.”
“Yes Madam,” I said
eagerly, “Please tell me what you want me to do.”
Frau Klompe didn’t
go to work, she stayed behind to supervise me. And she certainly did. She was
very particular and she asked me on several occasions to do things her way. It
was frustrating for me but I also learned a few new tricks about housework and
cleaning.
At about five o’clock
I changed and I was ready to leave. Frau Klompe gave me an envelope with my
wages.
“Thank you Mika,
you did an excellent job and you were very patient with my remarks and
suggestions. I’ll see you next Thursday. I added some extra money in this
envelope so you can go and buy a new uniform dress to use it when you work in
my flat. I want it black and preferably cotton or poly-cotton with the usual
white piping, nothing fancy just a plain one and the hem below the knee please.”
That took me by surprise.
“Thank you Frau Klompe, that’s very kind of you,” I said with gratitude.
“Don’t mention it Mika.
You have the makings of a good ‘dienstmädchen’ and you deserve the proper reward
for that. And in my country servant girls are asked to wear the traditional
black dress and a feminine and functional white apron.”
I heard those last
words with an inner feeling of satisfaction. My new cleaning lady-maid career
was progressing and my three new employers seemed to be pleased with my performance,
each one of them in their particular way.
CHAPTER 9
Friday night
First person narrative
– Linda
“You haven’t told
me yet how you coped with Nazi Erika the other day?” I whispered to Mika as we
were in bed hugging, me in my dark blue silk pajamas, her in a long white
nighty.
“She is a very
forbidding lady indeed,” she whispered back trying to bring back memories of
last Thursday.
“You know, to start
with she called me a dienstmädchen or something similar meaning servant girl in
German and then she called me a sissyboy or sissymaid. I was quite embarrassed and
I wasn’t sure how to answer.”
I couldn’t hold my
laughing, “Wow, she is not exactly politically correct our Erika. But on the
other hand, probably she is right. Aren’t you a boy in skirts? That somehow makes
you a sissy for some. But not for me. I don’t really like this word; it is a
bit demeaning and there is nothing demeaning in my Mika. You simply follow your
vocation.”
I could tell, she
liked what she just heard. She smiled happily and hugged me even stronger.
“She was quite
particular how she wanted things done and she was on top of me all the time. A
bit annoying actually, I couldn’t work the way I’m used to.”
“You better get used
to that Mika dear, you are a cleaning lady and at the bottom of the pecking
order, you have to be prepared to cope with the particularities and eccentricities
of your employer. Your mantra should always be ‘yes Sir, or ‘yes Madam’.”
I felt her
stiffening from excitement, I was stirring her submissive genes again.
“I guess you are
right Miss,” she replied going back to the ‘Miss’ mode again.
“And she gave me
some extra money, quite a generous sum indeed, so I can buy a new uniform to
wear when I clean her place. She insisted that I buy a black maid’s dress, nothing
fancy and with the hem below the knee.” She continued in a more excited voice.
“I bet you loved
that my pet,” I said jokingly. “And a black dress too. She means business this
lady.”
“She said that the
black dress is the standard outfit for a servant girl in Germany. With the
addition of course of a proper and full white apron.”
“There you are Mika
dear, Ms. Erika read you like an open book. You are completely in your element
here.”
“I guess I am,” she
answered cautiously but I could tell that her excitement was mounting all the
time. She loved that ‘servant girl’ status.
“Tomorrow we go
shopping. We can go together to your favourite uniform shop so you can choose
your black dress, only this one will not be any LBD but the one with white collar
and piping.” I said teasingly feeling her excitement getting stronger by the
minute. And interestingly enough mine was too. I could feel a surge between my
thighs. The whole conversation had an erotic effect on both of us.
“Yes, I’d love that,”
she whispered and gave me another hug.
“Ok my little sissyboy,
I think I like calling you that on our intimate moments”, I continued my
teasing.
“Yes Madame,” she replied
coyly, “because if I’m your sissyboy you certainly are my Madame.”
“Yes, I like that,
I am your Madame and this is how you’re going to address me from now on my sissy
Mika. You can drop that silly ‘Miss’.” I whispered in a husky voice as I felt a
thrill of excitement running up my spine.
That last phrase
acted like the signal that sent us to another session of intense love making.
EPILOGUE
Mika had never
really ‘transitioned’; she had stayed a boy underneath. Linda had agreed to
that as well, she preferred her sissyboy more than a Mika in full transition with
unknown results on her sexuality.
But Mika never stopped
trying to improve her feminine image and comportment. She continued working as
a cleaning lady and she was extremely well adapted to that role, as if she was
destined for it, as Madame Linda kept reminding her.
She was living a working
woman’s life 24/7 and her Madame and partner Linda never stopped opening new horizons
for her in that field, the latest being a possibility to work on a part time
mode in a 5* hotel as a chambermaid.
But this could be a
topic of another story probably called, ‘Mika, the hotel chambermaid’!
Thank you for
reading this story!
Luv it. Hoping that there will be a sequel.
ReplyDeleteI don't like tg stories. But I have to admit that those written by Monica are superb.
ReplyDeleteThanks
I appreciate the story. To balance out the previos comment, I sort of like the element of permanent physical change creeping in to the point of no return. I.e. some feminization via hrt, perhaps not complete, but something that helps to solidify his change in position.
ReplyDeleteMonica writes interesting stuff, but you can really tell she's not a native english speaker...
ReplyDeleteSuch a fantastic story! I love how Mika untangles all her complex feelings with a supportive Mistress after each session. Each of the relationships is fleshed out, realistic, fascinating. Good way of interrogating the relationship between mistress and servant.
ReplyDeleteI enjoyed this story so much, thanks for sharing it! Brilliant work!
so no updates again(( no promised "very interesting captures story" then "new J J story"
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Piss off with your entitlement.
We've had the JJ story. Still waiting for the captions though. :)
ReplyDeleteDon't like it. I hope this site TG-free zone.
ReplyDeleteI usually don't like TG-stories, but this one was great! I really loved that was no trap this time, and wasn't forced full transformation, no lies, no tricks. All was flowing realistic, natural evolution and i also liked how strengthened Linda and Mika's relationship, and had a great vibe. Great story, thank you!
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