by Jackie J
Having been seen, whilst bedded by Mr
Rogerson, in such a wanton fashion, the moral high ground I may have clung to,
is gone now for sure. A lady of wealth and position, a lady like Miss Millicent
Williams, would never have given herself in such a way, no matter what the
circumstances. It is strangely comforting to accept that it was the maid Milly
Brannigan who aroused and took Rogerson’s passion. A moment of weakness? Caught at a low
emotional ebb? So why, for the third
night running, am I still sharing his bed. I know it wasn’t right, I know it
isn’t right, but it is what it is.
I had never linked my desires for the
apron and its associated subjugation and servitude with sex, not until I had
laid with Daniel these past days. Daniel is not a handsome man by any means,
and his personal hygiene leaves much to be desired. There is no tenderness in
his manner or touch, taking me roughly and at his will. Allowing one so
uncouth, to take unconditional possession of me and use me in such an intimate
way, bringing new emotions and imaginings for my perverse cravings for
debasement. Whilst tempting to continue to take his seed within me, I am now
mindful to enforce the rhythm method, but always make good by slobbering and
sucking him clean until drained and flaccid.
Miss Elizabeth, engaged in getting to
grips with the running of Mayfair Domestic Services and preparing for the
funeral of Agnes, I am instructed, until matters are settled, to return to
being the maid at Sycamores.
The tragedy on the river Thames, which took Agnes to meet her maker, is the subject of a coroner’s inquiry and Agnes’s funeral is delayed. I have now returned to living in my own room, Daniel, well back to Mr Rogerson now, decided he had enough of his harlot, he had his reputation to think of.