by Jackie J
I don’t sleep well; I don’t sleep well at
all. For a second night I cannot get
Lady Carrington, and how she makes me feel, out of my thoughts. I have to force
myself to remind myself of who I actually am, who I really am. This isn’t
right, I know it isn’t right, I know this must stop, I must get back to
Crestley House, get back to my life or I will surely lose my mind?
Jenny is already awake and getting dressed
and soon, so am I. Boots to my feet I stand and tie the tapes of my apron into
a neat bow at the base of my back. Whatever my denials and mental torment of
the previous night, swathed in my cocoon of servility, my waking thoughts are
only those of Milly the maid, Milly Brannigan.
Morning trays are prepared in the kitchens and, Rosy and I deliver morning
tea to each of the guests’ rooms. I collect my last tray and standing outside
Lady Carrington’s room I knock, enter, and curtsy.
“Your morning tea ladies.”