by BigBird74
15.
15.
A week later and Dahlia’s lighter mood had begun to
darken again. Another show was approaching and she was starting to feel the
pangs of anxiety creep up on her. Despite seeing the doctor twice a week now,
very little seemed to help her pass through her panic attacks. All her usual
tricks and confidence boosting routines were failing to inspire her and she
felt flattened by the demands the show’s organisers were making. Not only was
this a lingerie show – something that always unsettled Dahlia – but she was to
wear the show’s masterpiece: a diamond encrusted bra and panty set, complete
with angel wings!
The morning before the show, Tommy, her agent, had
been on the receiving end of a firm rebuke. He had been trying to push Dahlia
into yet another show, hot on the heels of what he assumed would be a great
success tomorrow. But Dahlia had stood her ground. She had finally secured some
time to herself and nothing, she repeated to Tommy – nothing – was going to
disturb that.
Tommy had sensed the edge to her voice and knew better
than to push harder. He had known Dahlia since she started out in the world of
modelling some 20 years ago now. She had been his ‘greatest success’, after he
had discovered the pretty girl in a supermarket of all places. While Dahlia had
snapped up the opportunity he afforded her without much thought, Tommy had been
a good influence on her. Diligent, if pushy, and honest, he had worked very
hard to propel Dahlia to the heights she now inhabited. He was not going to
stop till he had lifted her onto the pantheon of the very best models. Though
the press had labelled her a ‘supermodel’, he knew, from inside the industry,
that Dahlia still needed a few more notable appearances to achieve true
greatness.
This was what was running in his mind when he tried,
fruitlessly, to convince Dahlia to do one more show before the summer break. He
knew at her age that time was not on her side, but conceded that Dahlia had
been working hard. “Okay Dahlia, just this last show for this year and then, in
the autumn, the big fashion shows start up again. We are almost there! I think
one more season and you will have set your legacy in stone.”
Dahlia winced. Though the writing had been on the wall
for some time, distracted as she was by her ‘games’ with the doctor, her heart
had been set to retire. The thought of another, unexpected season sent a wave
of sickness through her stomach. “We will talk about it as soon as I get back,”
she answered trying to get him off the phone, before he could make her agree to
anything rash. “Yes Tommy, I promise, no later than October…. Okay….. Yes… bye
for now!” She breathed a deep sigh of relief as she finally hung up.
After a few moments of peace, she looked at her phone
once more. Had she been too quick to bat Tommy away? She knew that, despite her
name and cachet, she relied on him a lot to bring in her business. Perhaps she
was too short with him? A sense of unease grew within her as she felt a twinge
of guilt. It was then her eye passed over the bags concealed at the top of her
wardrobe. A warm sense of forbidden pleasure made her sigh gently. She could
not risk dressing up today. Melissa was downstairs and she had to stick to her
pre-show diet of simple broths and proteins that would maximise her slim lines,
crucial if she were to showcase the diamond-studded lingerie set.
As she stared forlornly at the top of the cupboard, a
delicious thought crossed her mind. ‘No more shows for three, almost four
months.’ She was sure she could dissuade Tommy enough to get to October with no
big appearances. But that was not what was causing her insides to tug on her
stomach, making her feel that delightful fizzing in her stomach: she just made
a pact with the devil, at least in her own head. When she got back from her
show - after subjecting herself to that angst-ridden ordeal - she promised
herself a little ‘treat’. Perhaps a packet of chocolate eclairs? A whole
custard tart? She would indulge herself like the other day. She would have
months till her next show, so could afford to let go a touch, live a little and
enjoy her time off.
Still that did not feel like enough. A slight tremor
of anger rippled through Dahlia as she considered how her sister was getting in
the way of what she wanted. If only there were some way of getting her out of
the picture, she thought. Little did she appreciate that exactly the same
thoughts were crossing Dr Mark Jacobs’ mind at that moment. He was compiling
some notes for his meeting tomorrow with Melissa for what he hoped would be the
start of a fruitful partnership, whether or not Melissa appreciated that.
16.
It had taken some convincing but when Melissa had left
her appointment with the handsome doctor, she had reluctantly – and unwittingly
– agreed to help the doctor. In his dealings with Melissa, the doctor had seen
from a very early stage that she was too easily corrupted or pulled back from
any sustained path to self-improvement. He had spent weeks countering this and
was finally seeing some results. Melissa herself had started to bring up the
subject more frequently, showing that his prodding in that direction was
helping, at least a little.
It was not entirely clear that Melissa’s antipathy
towards her sister was that obvious to the doctor. While he considered himself
an expert in the field of psychology, he had only just scraped through school
and barely made the grade. He was no hard worker. In many ways he recognised
Melissa’s bad points and understood only too easily how one can get dragged off
course when you allow yourself to wallow in negativity. But the difference
between them was that the doctor had never had to grow up alongside the
luminescence that was Dahlia. For Melissa, almost every one of her negatives
was laid bare by the basic fact that her sister was too perfect in almost every
way.
That grated. It grated so badly that Melissa had gone
to such lengths to avoid her sister in recent years and moving in with her
these past few months was a massive setback for her. It brought back all the
bad memories of having to grow up alongside such an example of good virtue. How
at every step, she felt she was bettered by her older sister. Of course, that
was normal to some extent. Every younger sibling needs a wholly different
toolkit when growing up, compared to that used by their older sister. But for
Melissa, the comparisons never ended. She never got a chance to just be herself
– Melissa. Can you imagine being the sister of a supermodel? It was this
deep-set dislike – maybe hatred? – that the doctor only saw as being skin deep
and not the gaping wound it was, at least in Melissa’s mind.
Even if he had appreciated this, would it have changed
the doctor’s approach to his latest ‘game’? He desired control of Dahlia, and
Melissa - unwittingly at first - was key to that aim. For Dahlia to feel free
to vacate her own life for a while, no matter how temporarily, she had to be
sure that her legacy would be safe, that she would have a place to return to.
For that he needed a trusted placeholder and that should be Melissa. But that
was all a little off in the future. Right now, he needed to convince her to
become more like Dahlia, just without knowing it.
The boot camp would make a start of instilling Melissa
with the same steely determination Dahlia had. In fact, so much of what Dahlia
was and how she perceived the world was rooted in that sense of duty and
self-control. He was actively trying to weaken her tight grip, to let her see
the world from different eyes. Eyes that would let her glance sideways once in
a while and relax a little. As she let go, he would be there to catch her – and
her purse!
The resort Melissa picked was wonderfully expensive
and this time she had no second thoughts about the bill being sent to her
sister. Her sense of agitation with Dahlia was heightened today as they had
exchanged some cross words over breakfast. Dahlia herself had been annoyed at
her sister’s lingering presence and the fact that the house was again a mess,
and Melissa was just Melissa, her acid remarks finding their target all too
easily.
Dahlia had regretted giving her sister a credit card
and had come so close to revoking it on a number of occasions, though had never
been angry enough to cross that line. Even if Melissa had maxed out the card,
it represented a mere pinprick to Dahlia’s finances and, once used up, that
credit may never be restored. Still, this time, Melissa had few regrets when
she picked the very best resort. A wave of positivity, the like of which she
had rarely experienced before, rippled over her. It felt like this represented
a new start for her – a better her. She smiled to herself, thinking that maybe
the doctor was not such a quack after all.
When she arrived back home, Dahlia was nowhere to be
found. It was quite easy to lose yourself in that huge mansion and Melissa was
in no mood for another argument. Instead she wrote out a note and left it on
the kitchen worktop. Tomorrow was a new day in so many ways she was yet to
appreciate: she had an early flight to catch and would be gone before her
sister would be up.
The story gets more and more interesting. It's a great idea to pick up the idea from the original "Cleaner"-story but to develop it in a different way.
ReplyDeleteGreat work.
Sylvia
I like this story very much
ReplyDeleteIt has that vague, underlying sense of menace, and it's very well written.