By Jackie J
Having spoken with Lady Hogarth Annie busied herself about her duties. Was this not the best outcome Annabella could have wished for? The question of inheritance had been settled, hadn’t it? Lady Hogarth far from challenging or ridiculing Annabella had been sympathetic, understood Annabella’s dark desires, she would say nothing, a secret between the two of them. Lady Hogarth had allayed Annabella’s expressed fears of truly losing her mind. Lady Hogarth knew Annie was her Niece Annabella and agreed to be Annie’s Mistress, to keep an eye on her sanity until her father returned. Emily could continue her own pretence, why not. Annabella chuckled to herself, Emily had always wanted to be like her and what a good Annabella she had become. Annabella, instead of dreading a further six months of her servitude now looked forward to the prospect of continuing to be Annie a lowly maid in the knowledge that Lady Hogarth would not let her truly lose her mind, for matters to go too far, has she had feared with a further six months of a servile existence.
Having finished another chapter of her
book Maud laid the book on the table and glanced out over the extensive of
grounds of Buckshire manor. Maud’s daughter entering the room Maud turned and
smiled.
“Annabella my dear, how pretty you look in
that dress, take a seat I have something to discuss with you.”
Annabella sat demurely straightening her
dress around her ankles.
“What is it mother?”
“Well, it seems the maid overheard our conversation
yesterday and came to see me earlier. I tell you I actually fainted when,
unannounced, she came to see me and stood there bold as brass. “It’s me Auntie
Maud, Annabella your Niece.”
“It would seem your cousin fooled us all
and as not lost her mind like she had us believe. Yes, the stupid girl has been
pretending all this time to having completely succumbed to her subjugation.
That of course a madness in itself. She told me she wanted to put an end to her
time being Annie the maid. The question of her father’s critical health, the
proposed six-month extension to her father’s absence, our overheard scheming
concerning the inheritance and the prospect of truly losing her mind if she
continued her pretence for a further six months.”
Emily looked concerned and questioned the
contradiction of her mother’s words.
“But she served us lunch I have just
passed her on the stairs polishing, she stood and curtsied, complimented me on
my dress, like you did, but in that simpering way she does?”
Maud laughed.
“Yes, once I got over the shock, I had a
very revealing conversation with your cousin. She confessed everything, told me
the whole sorry saga, much as what Jarvis told me, but from her prospective of
course. I convinced her that knowing,
she had not lost her mind, the question of inheritance was no longer an issue.
She did not seem to mind you taking her place becoming Annabella. In fact, she
confessed that she thought you had become a perfect Annabella. It seems she has
harboured desires, masochistic desires, for many years to be subjugated to live
the life of a lowly maid. Seeing you has her former self, serving you, being
your maid, only served to fuel those perverse desires further. She is on the
brink of madness of that there is no doubt. Having discounted all her fears,
that caused her to expose and confess all to me in the first place, I sensed,
and was proved right, that the stupid thing was reluctant to hang up her apron
and would need little persuading to remain a maid, to have her submissive tendencies
reignited. Convinced Lady Hogarth would look after her and that six months was
no time at all she looked at me like a needy kitten. When I told her, I was now
to be her Mistress that she would be my maid, she fairly salivated at the
prospect.”
Maud smiled and turned the gold bracelet
on her wrist.
We do not need to alter our plans my dear
daughter I am convinced that with the right encouragement I can guide Annie to
her final destination of anonymity, in a world of service. The sad thing
confessed as much to me, your cousin accepted that if she had lost her mind,
truly become the maid then, with you established to be Annabella, inheriting
the family wealth instead of Constance, and keeping Annie to be a maid. Who
would ever know?
Emily giggled.
“Mother you are so clever, but how can you
be so sure that she will not just continue her pretence, she fooled us once,
she could do it again.”
Maud stood a serious expression on her
face.
“Leave that to me, she has already
admitted that she came close to her pretence consuming her. She told me herself
that Jarvis and that maid she brought back took her to the edge of her sanity a
number of times. I am sure with what I have planned for Annie there will be no
pretence when I am finished with her. I am taking maid Annie back to Sandowns
she is to be signed into service there to work under Mrs Scripts. I will send
Florrie to work with Jarvis here at Buckshire manor. I will be back in a few
months so you just remember who you are, Annabella, continue to ingratiate yourself
with Annabella’s friends and make sure you read through those diaries we found
in the lofts we cannot afford any slip ups.”
Her work in the kitchen completed after
serving dinner it was a tired but expectant Annie that entered the parlour and
curtsied.
“Mistress.”
Since Annie’s revelations to her Auntie,
earlier in the day, she had felt giddy, cleansed in some strange way. Her
secret shared, her secret desires not only accepted but they were to be
indulged. Her aunt, Lady Hogarth, a formidable woman indeed, was to be her
mistress, to shield her from her worst fears of losing control, surrendering
herself totally, to become lost to her new world of servitude. Annie knew just
how exquisite those feelings that welled up inside her were when taken to the
edge of tempting her total absorption by the persona of Annie. Under the
guardianship of her mistress she would be safe, she could now cross that
threshold, close and lock that door behind her with impunity. Her mistress her
aunt would hold the keys for her return, but until then Annie was ready to take
her subjugation to another level.
Her aunt’s words, the way they had been
spoken, had raised, and renewed those innermost feelings she so desperately
craved. “Lady Hogarth has plans for you Annie.”
Annie stood before her Mistress, weak and
meek with Miss Jarvis looking on.
“Annie step forward my dear.”
Annie moved close to her Mistress and
stood passively whilst Maud took a delicate ornate key from Miss Jarvis and inserted
it into the rear of the countesses’ symbol that she wore and removed it from
her neck.
“There, we will have no need of this if
you are to be my maid girl.”
During the day Maud had thought long and
hard reflecting on what her niece had confessed to her, she would have no
problem in pressing all the right buttons indulging the stupid girls implied
and manifest desires for her humiliation, debasement and subjugation. Doing
this with the housekeeper in attendance would surely add to the feelings she
craved. Standing tall she spoke in a firm
dismissive somewhat mocking tone.
“Well girl, so you are actually Miss
Annabella Montgomery, the daughter of the wealthy Earl of Buckshire are you, or
should I say you were. Miss Jarvis, the housekeeper here at Buckshire manor has
told me how you have been stripped of all your finery and privilege to be
trained to be, and have indeed become a perfect housemaid, and having seen you
at work over recent months I must agree with her. That is exactly what you are,
a good one I admit, but just a common maid.
Maud stood back.
“Is that correct girl, you are now nothing
but a maid here at Buckshire manor answering to the name Annie, having
relinquished your rank and title?”
Annie her gaze lowered was trembling could
her aunt, Lady Hogarth, be making this any better she truly did understand her
needs and collapsed into a curtsy readily renouncing her heritage.
“Yes Mistress.”
Maud hid her satisfaction to her niece’s
humble response and continued.
“Well Annie, you expressed a wish to be my
maid offering your unquestioned loyalty to your new mistress when we met
earlier today and is that still the case?”
Annie could hardly contain her emotions,
Lady Hogarth had plans for maid Annie and, if this is how she was to be treated
and made to feel she could not wait.
“Yes Mistress.”
Maud smiled at her new maid and dismissed
her back to her quarters asking Jarvis to stay.
“So, Jarvis show me the clothes I asked
you to prepare for my maid.”
Martha rummaged in a bundle by the back
wall and removed a shabby, patched soiled blue dress its hem frayed, fatigued
underwear and a pair of tatty well- worn old shoes.
“The best I could do Mistress.”
Maud handled the outfit and chuckled.
“Perfect Jarvis, just perfect see that
Annie is dressed in these tomorrow, we will be leaving early.”
Annie wanted to but did not ask why she
was being made to wear the scruffy clothes she had been given and stood in the
hallway by the main door.
Lady Hogarth having been served breakfast
by Jarvis entered the hallway and smirked at her maid, could she look more
wretched probably not. wrapping herself in a comfortable woollen cloak Lady
Hogarth then tied the ribbon of her bonnet under her chin.
“Outside girl up onto the carriage.”
The coachman drew down the boarding step
and opened the door for Lady Hogarth to enter her carriage leaving Annie to
clamber up onto the dickie box to make the best of the rumble seat. It was a
cold wind- blown journey for maid Annie wearing only the thin fabric of the
dress she had been given to wear. Mid journey the coach pulled into an inn for
the horses to be watered and fed. Whilst Lady Hogarth entered the inn for
refreshment Annie remained shivering a top the carriage.
Some time had passed and with the team of
horses being harnessed Lady Hogarth emerged from the inn and beckoned Annie
down from the carriage.
“Now girl you are probably wondering why I
have you dressed as you are and where we are going.”
Annie with her arms wrapped around her
from the cold replied.
“Yes Mistress.”
Maud ushered her maid against the carriage
out of the wind.
“I listened to your confession yesterday
and believe me I understand what you are craving, and I intend to fulfil your
desires. You are dressed like you are because you a destitute a waif that I
have come across and took pity on. You are to be taken into service at my home
Sandowns where you are to be a maid and make use of all those skills you have
learnt. I am going to a lot of trouble to do this for you so that you will be
free to be just what you want to be, wished to be, in fact are, a common maid.
This is what you wanted, and I am providing it for you on the condition that
you will question nothing and accept your new life at Sandowns. I told you
yesterday that I have plans for you and indeed I do. No one at Sandowns knows who
you were and when you cross the threshold at Sandowns until the day you are
dismissed from my service, they never will. Be warned should your true identity
be questioned it will be forcefully denied, to protect you, but more
importantly myself.
Whilst in the
service at Sandowns you are mine to do with has I wish, my only connection to
you is that you are my maid and nothing more, you understand that don’t you
Annie?
Annie’s anxieties melted and lowered her
gaze. Her Aunt, Lady Hogarth, her Mistress was doing all this for her. It made
sense, it was not uncommon for maid’s to be dismissed from houses and true,
such a maid would be destitute and confined to wearing such rags desperate to
re-enter service in another household. She was to be taken into service, a
common maid, no pretence, no one to know who she really was, her aunt really
did understand her needs and replied without hesitation.
“Yes Mistress, thank you, Mistress, I will
be a good maid.”
The remainder of the journey to Sandowns
was not as onerous, still cold, windswept and the grime from the rutted roads
peppering her dirty face she thought on her Mistresses intended subterfuge for
her entry into service as a maid in her home Sandowns.
Hi Jackie, this chapter is a beautiful gift!
ReplyDeleteI can't wait for the next.
Please Jackie don't let too much time go!
Thanks
I'd love to see maid Annie suffer more in the hands of her mistress/auntie at sandowns..
ReplyDeleteI am sure that Mrs Scripts will cancel, for waif Annie, any temptation to return Annabella....
ReplyDeleteI really liked the episode.
ReplyDeleteIt's amazing how Annabella's aunt has convinced her niece that it's all part of a plan to hide her identity and avoid a possible mental breakdown that would make her forget who she really is.
Annabella is lost and it is impossible that she does not at least suspect that there is something strange behind the way her aunt is guiding her to her new home.
As I see it, Annabella's aunt is practically creating a new identity for her niece, since at first Annie appeared out of nowhere and there is no one who can say that she was seen anywhere other than her old mansion. Of course, outside of the people who know the truth about Annie.
I think Annabella has no idea what awaits her in Sandowns.
and by the time her aunt is finished with Annabella the changes in her appearance will surely be far more extreme and impossible to repair.
I can even imagine her being fatter, more lesbian and with a more vulgar, small-town vocabulary.
She will probably even forget her real identity since I can bet that her aunt will instill in her some fictitious story about her new identity which she will be forced to tell everyone.
Maid Annie should be very grateful to her Mistress because licking Lady Hogarth's shoes is very good for her own mental health. After all Annie volunteered to a life of being property and there could be no turning back, only a lifetime of obedience and bitter regret. Specially when Annie will have to bow to her now very wealthy and very triumphant cousin Emily
ReplyDeleteThank you, Jackie, for another excellent chapter.
ReplyDeleteAnd to all interested, on the same general topic, a 2018 Russian tv series in 18 episodes, available notably on Prime Video with English subtitles, and also on YouTube.. Life of a Mistress. In Russian:Вольная грамота | 1 серия | Русский сериал. "She was born a mistress, but became a slave. After the death of her benefactor, Prince Golovin, Polina learns that she is in fact a serf and will now be auctioned along with other property of the deceased nobleman. A neighbor and worst enemy of Prince Golovin, the cruel and vicious Count Andrei, becomes her new owner. This is a Russian drama series with English subtitles."
You are a very givted author Jackie. But this can also be sheer reality. By my profession I've known of people who had voluntarily given up the privileges and rights of their normal lives to live under the hand of those who wanted and savored what they had freely given away. The humiliations and cruelties to which they are subjected are hard to imagine. But some women are born mistresses and others are born slaves to give in, to serve and obey. Lucky Lady Hogarth, now a woman of wealth and leisure.
ReplyDeleteJackie, this is a splendid addition to Annabella's saga at Buckshire Manor. Lady Hogarth continues to demonstrate her lack of character and her willingness to lie, cheat, and steal in order to get her niece's future inheritance. Cousin Emily has shown her true "colors" and lack of character as she has become complicit in her mother's charade. Not enough bad things can happen to these wolves in sheep's clothing.
ReplyDeleteA question arises - Where will Jarvis's loyalties lie with the pending return of the Earl and the Countess? Or does she fall into a lose-lose proposition? Does the former maid, Carol, make another appearance? What dangers and consequences will Jarvis face?
Annabella continues to approach life in its simplists terms choosing to believe that those around her will look out for her best interests. She is looking at life through "rose colored glasses" and she is about to discover her Auntie's character is filled with larceny and greed. How will Annie react upon this discovery and her self-imposed imprisonment at Sandowns?
The Firestorm continues to smolder at Buckshire Manor with the pending arrival of the Earl and the Countess. How will they be greeted and how will they react when the true situation is revealed? Will the Countess assert herself and regain control? Or will the ailing Earl embrace the imposter posing as his daughter? Is the real Annabella truly lost to a life of servitude at Sandowns?
Jackie, you have created a thoroughly engaging and interesting story. Please continue to supply your faithful readers with a wonderful story. I can't wait to read the next installment and I hope that the villains have to answer for their sins. Ronnie.