by Jackie J
Bundled into the
rear compartment of Sister Agnes’s carriage, Lucy was in a state of shock and
panic. Looking out the small window, she watched Long Lawns disappear
behind the tall fir trees that bordered the grounds of what was her home. It
all happened so quickly. Why didn’t she shake free of Sister Agnes’s firm grip of
her arm? In truth she had tried but to no avail. Why didn’t she scream out her
true identity to stop this madness before being locked in the back of this
carriage? Why did Mrs Sunderland not stop the woman, say anything, do anything
to prevent what amounts to no less than her abduction? And that sly grim behind the
look of concern that she saw on her Mistress's face when she agreed for the nun
to take her away to the convent! What was she thinking? And why, like Mrs
Sunderland, did she do nothing when matters escalated and she was being dragged from
Long Lawns?
The compartment in
the carriage was cramped and Lucy sat on the small wooden bench and put her
head in her hands. Possessed? What madness! She could not help those feelings. She told the nun how she felt and thought she could trust her! Perhaps more in
desperation than hope Lucy looked out through the grill on the door at the rear
of the carriage. Was her Mistress's carriage following to explain everything to Sister Agnes and take her back to Long Lawns? However, there was no sign of
a pursuit, just a dusty empty roadway with the carriage rattling its way to the
seclusion St Catherine’s convent.
The journey to the convent was a short one - just over four miles. It sat prominently
atop Romney hill, overlooking vast swathes of the county and clearly visible
from Long Lawns.
Sister Agnes who was seated in the comfort of
the front of the carriage had not spoken a word during the journey and when the
carriage pulled into the courtyard of St Catherine’s, cold eyes looked through
the partition with a withering look.
Left to brood on
her situation, Lucy remained in the carriage whilst Sister Agnes stepped out to be greeted by two nuns who hurried to her.
Whilst she had
resisted the idea previously, surely this had to end if she was to salvage what remained
of her sanity and escape the clutches of this mad nun. Lucy’s only decision now
was when and how to tell Sister Agnes who she really was, accept the shame and
embarrassment, so she could return to Long Lawns and call a halt to the foolish
scheme she had instigated. These were the
thoughts that any rational individual would have, but something was stopping her...
Sure, it was her maid
Jenny. Miss Osborne, under the stewardship of her friend Marianne, Mrs
Sunderland, was becoming more ladylike by the day. She was elegant, confident,
authoritative commanding a competent Mistress of Long Lawns. She had already
passed herself off to be a lady, another six months and surely no one would even
think to question her heritage. Whilst Marianne was successfully developing and elevating her maid
to be a lady, through her increasingly confident and encouraged prodigy,
Marianne had been, for some time, enthusiastically engaged in, and no less
successfully, transforming the Mistress of Long Lawns into an obedient,
unquestioning mistress’s maid. Was Lucinda so blind, already so immersed in
her role of a house maid at Long Lawns that she could not see what her friend was
also doing?
The answer, unfortunately for Lucinda Lancaster, was yes! For six months she had worn
nothing other than her unflattering uniform of service, she had willingly
embraced, accepted and conformed to the rules and conditions stipulated for the
maid of Long Lawns. For six months she had been deprived of meaningful
conversation, intellectual stimulation and independent thought. Talked at
rather than with, subtly coerced until the daily routines of a housemaid had
become second nature to her, the initially contrived curtsey now ingrained and
a natural act of deference to her betters. Being berated and physically punished by
her former maid had awakened perverse masochistic desires, feelings and
emotions so strong that the Mistress of Long Lawns, whether see realised it or not,
had acquiesced to unquestioningly accept the domination, control and ascendency
of her once maid.
It was Mrs
Sunderland, her friend Marianne, who had sought the intervention of the mother
superior of St Catherine’s convent following her overt masturbation; she had
told her she was worried about her. Jenny, Miss Osborne was now a lady in all
but name. She couldn’t ruin all of Marianne’s endeavours and her own sacrifice. She
knew what she had done was not right and weird but she couldn’t help herself.
She wasn’t possessed, was she? Sister Agnes would soon discover that and she
would be swiftly returned to Long Lawns. She would go along with whatever
Sister Agnes prescribed a few days at the convent and away from her chores and
duties at Long Lawns would be a refreshing rest, wouldn’t it?
Following an
exchange of words, Sister Agnes pointed back to the carriage and the two nuns
unlocked the door and stared with disdain at the maid sat huddled on the small
wooden bench. This was the maid brought from Long Lawns who was found to be repeatedly
sexually abusing herself without shame and in front of her mistress. Also told
by their Mother Superior it was a good maid of many years’ service suddenly
becoming wanton, its soul possessed by evil. That evil, through prayer,
isolation, discipline and atonement, must be driven from her so she can be
returned to her Mistress and continue her maid’s duties at Long Lawns.
Sister Agnes
having convinced her fellow sisters of her deluded conclusions they would be
willing lieutenants in carrying out the wishes of their Mother Superior. Told
to ignore any outpourings before her initial purification, the two nuns pulled
the maid from the carriage.
Lucy was surprised
by the strength of the two nuns and reluctantly accepted their refusal to
answer any of her questions. Where were they taking her, what were they going to do
to her, how long would she be here? Queries all met with stony silence.
Gripped by each
arm being drawn towards a pair of large wooden doors an acute sense of
foreboding gripped Lucy and with a change of heart she squealed.
“No, no! Wait! Wait! Stop! I must speak with
Sister Agnes! I must! Please stop! Let me go! Stop! Let go of me, you are
hurting me! Stop! I must see Mother superior! I must! You don’t understand! Please! Please!”
Stunned into
silence by a sharp slap across her face, Lucy stared in dismay at Sister Mary,
the larger of her two guardians. Nuns were gentle and kind, they weren’t supposed to be violent. A hard squeeze of her arm and a glare like thunder discounted her
preconceptions further.
More pleading was met with a similar response and Lucy, gripped by both arms, was
taken in silence through the large oak doors to ascend what seemed like endless
stone steps.
A key turned in
the lock to a room off a long cold corridor the trio entered.
There would be no
conversation: both Sister Mary and Sister Jane were afraid they could
be tricked or tainted by the evil spirit possessing this poor maid.
Sister Mary spoke
with a stern expression.
“Strip, everything
off.”
Lucy started to
sob at the hopelessness of her situation and the two nuns, noting the maid’s
reluctance, unceremoniously stripped her naked. Gathering up the uniform,
underwear and boots, the two nuns blessed themselves before leaving Lucy naked
and shivering in the bare stone walled room locking the door behind them. A narrow-slit
window to one wall and a large crucifix hanging on the opposite side the only
features of Lucy’s initial place of incarceration within the seclusion of St
Catherine’s convent.
Lucy looked
through the narrow window and in the distance over a copse of trees she
could see Long Lawns bathed in the evening sun. Once her home so near yet so far,
a home in which resided, enjoying its comforts, her Mistress, Miss Jenny
Osborn.
Following an
indeterminate time following the tolling of a bell the stout door was unlocked
and Lucy was taken down to the chapel to be seated on a high stool in front of a
gathered group of praying nuns. Sister Agnes pointed to the shivering
frightened naked woman sat displayed on the stool. Since her first meeting with Marianne Sister
Agnes had been reading avidly from texts, many of medieval origin, with
relation to the exercising of evil spirits from the possessed and was genuinely
eager to free this poor wanton wretch of a maid from her affliction.
“Sisters, see
before us a woman stripped of her adornments, here to be purified of her sins
and set free from Satan’s grasp. Pray with me now, for this soul’s redemption
whilst we celebrate its confession and begin to drive the evil from its flesh."
Mutterings of
prayers rose from the gathered congregation whilst Lucy was lifted from her
stool and leather bindings secured her wrists and ankles to spread eagle her
against a large wooden X at the far wall.
Lucy squealed and
squirmed in ignored protest until the first stinging lash.
Each nun in turn
rose from her seat in the pews and having been blessed by Sister Agnes took
hold of a leather strap and laid a painful lash to the floppy buttocks of the
possessed sinner strapped to the cross to the accompaniment of the chanted
mantra of the congregation. “Feel the pain of righteous retribution on the
flesh of this possessed sinner and free this poor soul from your infestation of
evil.” Lucy was soon sagging in her bindings, her begging whimpers drowned by
each swish of the strap and the rhythmic chanting of the nuns. This couldn’t be
happening to her. It was nineteen ten, not the middle ages! People were
enlightened! Surely even nuns could not condone such barbaric treatment!
Following what
Marianne and Jenny had told her, confirmed by Lucy’s own confessions, perhaps
the outcome of Lucy’s preparation for purification was not as Sister Agnes
expected? There was none of the feelings of wanton desire displayed, no
weakening numbness filling her senses, no arousal, no abandonment of self-control
to be at her sex only the stinging pain of the strap.
This was a plain
beating. It was humiliating to be helplessly bound and flogged naked in front of
the convents gathered pious nuns, but what had stimulated the Mistress of Long
Lawns into her raptures of debasement and self-gratification was not the
punishment in itself but by whom, how and where it was delivered. Her once maid,
spontaneous whilst being berated for her failings in her duties as a common servant and within her own home. It was this amalgam, this salacious debasing
aphrodisiac that drove the once prim and demure Mistress of Long Lawns to
succumb, surrender, submit and abandon all constraint and dignity in self-gratifying
masturbation in the privacy of her dour, bleak maid;s quarters or more recently
in front of her Mistress.
Leaving Lucy
softly whimpering in her bindings, under the direction of their Mother
Superior, the congregation continued to pray for the pitiful possessed wretch
displayed naked before them.
Having had her
crimson burning buttocks swathed in balm and kept naked, Lucy was returned to
and locked into the bare stone walled room in the west tower of the convent - a palliasse, a rough woollen blankets, a crucifix, and the Bible Lucy’s only
possessions. Lucy peered out
of the narrow-slit window at Long Lawns in the distance. Surely, Mrs Sunderland
and Mistress would come for her and end her ordeal?
For the next three days she was kept in total isolation, fed only bread and water.
For the next three days she was kept in total isolation, fed only bread and water.
Divine!
ReplyDeleteOkay! This chapter was wierd indeed. As a Catholic, and a student of the religion and what passed as a cleansing ritual. It Was not what I expected when I read this chapter. Now I am very curious as to the outcome of this story.
ReplyDeleteYou left me petrified.
ReplyDeleteI never imagined they would be so ruthless with Lucy.
I suspect Jenny and Marianne have no idea what Lucy will be subjected to.
I really liked the episode.
This chapter left me speechless...all I can say is looking forward towards the next chapter :)
ReplyDeleteWow wow ..
ReplyDeleteIs there only one chapter left? I look forward to many more. It will be a pity to end it in the next chapter. There are so many possibilities that can unfold from here.
ReplyDeleteThis story is very good. You now can branch in depth into the marianne/Jenny situation at the manor. Many possibilities. I cannot fathom only one chapter left. Certainly would be a disservice to this story and the avenues of approach remaining.
ReplyDeleteI very much enjoyed the nuns removing Lucy now completely, she is finished they certainly will see to that. Her mind will be lost. They should reinforce the exorcism of her pleasure with her masturbated as they flog her on the x.
Lady Isabella Ward
Awesome chapter, Lucy really needs to be broken into a maid forever.
ReplyDeleteIs there really only one chapter left? I would appreciate a few more, going into detail in her further education.
Anyway, keep up the good work!