16.
I enjoy
putting staff in their place. Though I was new to this job and still had a
great many things to learn, I felt that my naturally authoritative manner made
me ideal for handling a large gaggle of women, none of whom seemed to have the
slightest ambition or capacity for creative thinking. I know, I am being mean.
But dealing with that group made me feel that they simply could not cope
without me. How often had I been called upon to settle their petty squabbles
and rivalries? Even among the lowest of my employees, I watched how cleavages
would form between various groups. The job of a good manager, or so I thought,
was to exploit these for the good of the company, or at least myself.
I smiled
as I remembered putting that new maid firmly in her place. A day of cleaning
the toilets and stairs would soon send the signal that I thought very little of
her, even though she had received a commendation. The guy I had replaced was in
thrall to head office and had jumped at the chance to be noticed. I was no such
fool. Initiatives like the one involving that maid usually failed, though one
could not be seen to actually oppose them. No, I had plans and ambitions of
course, however one did not have to actively help either.
I strode
purposefully to my office, smiling at the staff as they watched me, still
unsure as to who their new manageress was. The clacking of my heels announced
my approach to all and heads turned to look and, then, that moment when they
could not hold that gaze and their eyes dropped. That moment when I knew I was
in charge. That was when I got my rush: the look of deferral in their eyes.
That new
maid for example, the Latina. She seemed a mousy creature, only too aware of
her low position. Lord knows how she got any kind of commendation, but she
would never have made it onto any team of mine. Still, I was suspicious as to
why she was here. Of all the hotels in the Webb chain, why a hotel in the
middle of nowhere? I could not imagine anyone actually chose to come here? I
hated it thoroughly, but it was a necessary step on the ladder. No, I should be
in New York at the headquarters. After all, I had not worked so hard for
nothing. I resented the moneyed types that ran so many businesses in America.
The Webbs were no exception. A geriatric father with two daughters: one always
in the gossip pages and the other one. What was her name?
I quickly
forgot my train of thought as I reached the door of my office. So much to do
and so little time. I had already wasted 20 minutes on that silly Latina. In
one corner of my room was a pile of boxes. I sighed when I saw them and thought
of all the money wasted on those stupid new uniforms. Katherine! That was her
name, yes! She was the imbecile that had called for a new look for the maids to
reflect new times. Well I begged to differ. I think a maid should look like a
maid. Okay, these new uniforms were cheap and coarse, probably very scratchy.
That was all fine and dandy. But they were also too short and sexualised. The
way they rose well above the knee on the taller girls and were fitted tightly
around the waist and bust. Who had ordered these? Some pervert?
I decided
to check my emails before my first meeting of the day. Opening up my laptop, I
checked the various cameras installed in the public areas of the hotel.
Knowledge is power as they say and I was determined to keep a close eye on the
staff. I flicked through the various screens: the maids’ room, the locker room
and the corridors. I smiled as I finally found what I was looking for: the
Latina. I saw her and Linda, the head maid, deep in conversation. I say
conversation, but it just looked like Linda delivering a stern lecture, the
Latina had her head bowed, listening. Oh yes, she had come here to teach us
some things, but it would be her going back with added humility.
I closed
the lid of my computer and prepared for a long day. I sighed as I saw those
stupid boxes again and called for my assistant. You had to know when to push
and when not. “Get these boxes out of here and to the maids’ room. Tell them to
find their size and wear them tomorrow”. I smiled ruefully as I thought of the
all the complaints to follow.
17.
I was
beginning to wonder whether the instructions accompanying Marta’s introduction
had been lost or whether this was now a case of wilful disobedience on behalf
of the manager. Katherine’s instructions for the seconded maid were clear: she
was to accorded a degree of respect on account of her achievements. As I knelt
down beside a urinal, trying to remove day old urine, I was seriously
wondering.
Linda,
the head maid, was watching me work. I could not entirely dispel the notion
that her, or the manageress, had been saving this task especially for me. You
think the public-access toilets would have been kept spotless. As Katherine, I
would have probably thrown the book at the lot of them for letting such a public
place get into such a mess.
“Quit
daydreaming!” she barked at me menacingly. She clearly did not like me, or at
least the thought of me. I mean she did not know me after all. However, on
reflection, I could see that my presence represented a big threat to her
position. Here I was, some kind of exemplar, brought in to show how things
should be done. It was a move designed almost perfectly to rub people the wrong
way.
I
scrubbed at the sticky residue and watched the way it slowly broke down with
each sweep of the brush. My hands bare and naked. No polish, no rings, no sign
of any wealth and status. The smell was awful, hitting my senses full on,
making me gag slightly. I do not remember ever having entered a men's’ bathroom
before, but the stench was awful. My bobbed and now dark hair fell across my
face, framing the whole situation in my mind. I was NOT Katherine anymore. I
am Marta. I am from Guatemala. I like cleaning. My Inglish is too bad. I no get
a better job speek like this.
My body
was pulsing pleasurably as I scrubbed. I seemed to get a wave of energy sweep
through me, prompting me to push harder with my brush. Linda seemed to notice.
“That’s right put ya back into it”. I looked up and smiled, weakly,
submissively. A lonely girl looking for a friend, any friend. For the briefest
of moments, Linda seemed to soften, but as soon as she seemed to relent in her
harshness, her body language shifted back to one of passive hostility. No
matter I thought. I am not her equal here. I am Marta. I am from Guatemala. I
like cleaning.
My knees
ached as I crawled to the next urinal. Time itself seemed to slow as I placed
one hand in front of the other. Who knows what mess was on this floor, had it
been mopped? I was barely able to breathe and felt dizzy. I felt my breasts
hang ungainly, the dress riding up my legs a little. The pose was degrading and
submissive. I could start to detect the first traces of my own sweat mix with
the stale odour from the previous cleaner.
In little
more than a day I had fallen so far and fast. Here I was in borrowed clothing,
nothing of any value within reach, all my wealth literally the possession of
another person: Katherine - who was locked away in a locker. Even then, the
power she possessed to help me was a phone call away. For at that moment, I
realised just how trapped I was and how would be unable to rely on Katherine
for the time being. The image of her faded gently. It was just panic of course,
but I struggled to remember elements on her life: pin numbers, addresses. What
had I done?
I was
struck by another wave of near euphoria, making be buckle a little and gasp.
Linda’s feet were just a matter of yards away. My perversions were taking hold
and I wanted to kiss her feet. I needed to show her she was my superior. She
did not know who I was, she had no idea of the woman now crawling before her. I
gazed up and saw she was busy looking at her phone oblivious to the turmoil
taking place just beneath her.
Though I
was almost incapacitated by my dark needs surging forth and the ensuing panic,
my brain was still just about functioning. If I was to get any space to myself
I needed time alone and that required friends. I needed Linda to like me, to
give me some slack.
“You is
very pretty, Miss Linda” I lied. I normally associated with the elite, the
crème de la crème of society. Linda was not that. She was fat. She had a round,
pig like face with a nose to match. Her eyes, also piggy in nature, were hidden
behind thick rimmed glasses. Her hair, cropped short, was some god awful
platinum blonde. The uniform barely hid the vast rolls of fat around her
middle.
Even so,
she was my better. I had to get on her good side. She looked at me slightly
askance, not sure of how to take that ‘compliment’. The fact she said nothing
spoke volumes, obviously taking her by surprise and throwing her off balance.
“I hope you, me, be friends?” I spoke in my forced, pidgin English. “Just
finish the f*cking toilets so I can go!” she replied, a touch exasperated.
There it
was! The first sign that this was being done on purpose. She was being made to
watch my humiliation and it was not her idea! In that moment, I knew I had a
much bigger problem. The manageress was obviously the one out to get me.
A good deal of thought has gone into this story, as indicated by its multiple viewpoints (and not just multiple narrators, but multiple characters who have their own desires and agendas).
ReplyDeleteI look forward to seeing where it goes from here.
The viewpoint of the manager was a little confusing at first. You might want to establish who is speaking.
ReplyDeleteAgain good Chapter.
ReplyDeleteI like how Katherine is slowly receding from her memory and Marta is taking over.
ReplyDeleteA talented writer! I'm looking forward to reading more.
ReplyDeleteBigbird is a fantastic author, the first time I read one of his/her stories I was hooked. I confess I am impatient but quality is worth the wait. So happy this story is continuing. My biggest wish is that the New Author story of Annabel and Zoe is continued. Sorry if this last isn't specific to this site.
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